Looking back this week, it has being a very good and meaningful week for me. I definitely with full assurance that feel I have become different. Seeing the interesting things that have happened. It's amazing how YEP's impacts on me has revolutionized my thinking and my way of life in such a unforeseen way, but heh, that's how God works. :)

BUT.

First day of school, compared the the last week, today was a failure. Went overboard again, said things I shudnt hav said urgh. Hope tomorrow things wont go out of hand.

And haha, Lifespan class was fun. and we had to share a bit on our lives. Was an enjoyable time of LOL. And I lied .___. And someone prolly knows I lied. lol.

Just couldnt help it. Kinda something I didnt really wished to be make known, especially in the case of general sincerity yea, hahax, perhaps reserve it til the time is right for sharing it :]


Hi club was lol-ish. The bunch of pangseh-ers finally came and so the instructors we taught them 3 classes and the song so I hopped over to the next class and signed their song together which was fun. lol. xD


And it's began to eat into me again.
Scars.
Really does ruins things dun they.
Cos my heart hurts whenever I feel you.

Labels: frenz, hi club, Me, School, sss, thoughts

Today was owells O.O
Had to decided between my fren’s 21st birthday picnic or go find a fren that wants to meet me.
I dunno if its was the right choice but, I didn’t attend the party,
Was kinda met with lotsa difficulties.
But heh, owells, maybe something good might come out of it.

Hours later…
I’m just sitting in the park by myself, listening a song on repeat and reading up old chat logs.
Cause I have no being here. Wondered if I made the right choice. Especially after all the trouble, and it going unnoticed, because it wasn’t even necessary (to them) in the first place. That’s quite what life is about anyway. Some time out to myself then. Without the internet.

Back to the chat logs.

Those were the good times. The memories, so vivid and clear, like as though I was living in it. All the laughter, the joy, the jokes, the four of us. I just kept reading, totally immersed and absorbed. Got so drawn in, for that 10 minutes, it felt like I went back to the past.

Until when I woke up from random sounds that I wondered “What am I doing here?” and then to realize that those were only memories.

Well certainly, things have changed, people progressed but well, life is an ongoing season. People come, people go. Relationships make and break. Just gotta be the best of what I can and who I am.

Owells I guess I will be heading home now.

---

Failure is never the end
Never.
The only true failure is if one dies without learning from it.
Because after every failure, no matter the time, comes a point of resolute.
And then, one grows.

And that my friend, is when you will become stronger.
I know you will.

Labels: frenz, Me, memories, thoughts

Bleh. just chionged thru 22 ep's of anime and oh boys, I always get myself emo-fied after watching too much anime lololols.

the days, people, fun, times, life, spirit, love.

but it's kinda just that way isn't it.
that life isn't some fairytale.
and there aint such a thing as magic.

owells, a night's rest and the dream ought to be over.
Life carries on. :)

Labels: thoughts

I'm trying hard to be there for others,

Labels: frenz, Me, thoughts

Essay and proposal is over.
and I ought to be happy.
yet in the midst of these cheerful moments.
every now and then, a wave of melancholy hits me.
maybe something's still not right.
but just got a few days left, before the chaos starts again.
I kinda need a break, I think.
but ha, at least good things are happening.
listened to the uncle at the western shop talk,
and relationships are getting better
and mostly, I'm part of something positive.
yea. =]

hope you keep smiling too yea? ^^


Oh wells, here's a smile

Random Smiles

Socpsy lesson

J.Y: So what are the ways that the Aids virus transmit
Some ppl: Sexually or through blood contact.
J.Y: Good, any more?
MH: Ya cher, 3 litres of saliva
J.Y: Haha, er ok. But its quite scary yea? You compare 3 litres and 1 drop of blood.
MH: Blood is thicker than water.

Labels: EMO, Me, School

Today was an awesome day. Yes, it was full of smiles and sorts, but I think more importantly, it's a day where I became the one I wanted to be for which I wanna thank God =)

I did, to much of my fuller extend, with His grace, know that others were blessed today.

Laptops, words, time, sleep. Haha, its great seeing blessings take place and yea. May He touch more lives thru me :)

Cos that prayer I said for you, is His thoughts for you ^^

Cos He'll wipe away those tears and pinch your cheeks so you'll hav a big smile on your face. Believe. For He will, and He did.

Labels: frenz, God, Me, prayer

Chiong chiong chiong. This is the 1st week of endless chionging for work. So much for “poly life very slack” RAWR. But it seems that its NP that’s horribly stressed up?

Haha, weather ‘s been so darn cold so I digged my cupboards for an old long sleeve shirt that I havnt worn in years. Nice, but got funny feedback about it. One abt it being very holey, (I counted at least 8) another saying it made me look bigger (less skinny). And lol one jus said I look funny ._.

Another way, roughly a week after cutting my nail cos of the curb, now I smash my other toe on the stairs =,=

And bleh, gonna hav a few sleepless nites thanks to too much work. I think I cant make it for gym these few days le :l


Random smiles

OB cher: Do you make decisions based on intuition?
Me: Er ya sometimes.
OB cher: Can you give us an example?
Me: Er… No?
*classmates laugh*
Me: I cant remember.

Labels: School, smile

A young boy, 11 years of age - stood beside a posh red sports car, deeply admiring it as any young boy would. The owner of the car slowly crept up behind him, when within reach, lunged forward and grabbed the young kid by the shoulders .


Man: Aha! Gotcha, what are you up to?

Boy: Nothing sir, I was just admiring your car. I really like it.

Man: Yeap, it's a nice car.

Boy: You must be rich huh?

Man: No.

Boy: Did you buy this car?

Man: No. I didn't

Boy: Did you steal it?

Man: No, of course not.

Boy: How did you get it then?

Man: You see, my brother is rich, and he bought it for me.


The young boy's eyes lit up,

Boy: Wow, I wish...

Man: I know what you're gonna say, you're gonna say you wish you had a brother to buy you one too right?


The boy smiled innocently and shook his head,

Boy: No sir, I wish I could be a brother like that.



Just like I've reflected the past week, maybe instead of wanting that something, why not be that something for others?

Labels: thoughts

Hms Ambass was lol.soso. nuthin hard. nuthin much.

Free CCA points I guess.
Had fun though.
and the puppet performance was absolutely awesome and entertaning.
Salutes to the ECH peeps.

Whooo, essay. i have all my stuff planeed out but I just had get them together. Neither do I know how to write them all. Oh, and I learnt how to use the library lol. xD Thanks~

And loook


Wheee so many books lol.

Counseled again. .__. hope things get better on Monday.
and lastly. This is dedicated to you.

Labels: hms, sss

Looking back this week, it has being a very good and meaningful week for me. I definitely with full assurance that feel I have become different. Seeing the interesting things that have happened. It's amazing how YEP's impacts on me has revolutionized my thinking and my way of life in such a unforeseen way, but heh, that's how God works. :)

BUT.

First day of school, compared the the last week, today was a failure. Went overboard again, said things I shudnt hav said urgh. Hope tomorrow things wont go out of hand.

And haha, Lifespan class was fun. and we had to share a bit on our lives. Was an enjoyable time of LOL. And I lied .___. And someone prolly knows I lied. lol.

Just couldnt help it. Kinda something I didnt really wished to be make known, especially in the case of general sincerity yea, hahax, perhaps reserve it til the time is right for sharing it :]


Hi club was lol-ish. The bunch of pangseh-ers finally came and so the instructors we taught them 3 classes and the song so I hopped over to the next class and signed their song together which was fun. lol. xD


And it's began to eat into me again.
Scars.
Really does ruins things dun they.
Cos my heart hurts whenever I feel you.

Labels: frenz, hi club, Me, School, sss, thoughts

Today was owells O.O
Had to decided between my fren’s 21st birthday picnic or go find a fren that wants to meet me.
I dunno if its was the right choice but, I didn’t attend the party,
Was kinda met with lotsa difficulties.
But heh, owells, maybe something good might come out of it.

Hours later…
I’m just sitting in the park by myself, listening a song on repeat and reading up old chat logs.
Cause I have no being here. Wondered if I made the right choice. Especially after all the trouble, and it going unnoticed, because it wasn’t even necessary (to them) in the first place. That’s quite what life is about anyway. Some time out to myself then. Without the internet.

Back to the chat logs.

Those were the good times. The memories, so vivid and clear, like as though I was living in it. All the laughter, the joy, the jokes, the four of us. I just kept reading, totally immersed and absorbed. Got so drawn in, for that 10 minutes, it felt like I went back to the past.

Until when I woke up from random sounds that I wondered “What am I doing here?” and then to realize that those were only memories.

Well certainly, things have changed, people progressed but well, life is an ongoing season. People come, people go. Relationships make and break. Just gotta be the best of what I can and who I am.

Owells I guess I will be heading home now.

---

Failure is never the end
Never.
The only true failure is if one dies without learning from it.
Because after every failure, no matter the time, comes a point of resolute.
And then, one grows.

And that my friend, is when you will become stronger.
I know you will.

Labels: frenz, Me, memories, thoughts

Bleh. just chionged thru 22 ep's of anime and oh boys, I always get myself emo-fied after watching too much anime lololols.

the days, people, fun, times, life, spirit, love.

but it's kinda just that way isn't it.
that life isn't some fairytale.
and there aint such a thing as magic.

owells, a night's rest and the dream ought to be over.
Life carries on. :)

Labels: thoughts

I'm trying hard to be there for others,

Labels: frenz, Me, thoughts

Essay and proposal is over.
and I ought to be happy.
yet in the midst of these cheerful moments.
every now and then, a wave of melancholy hits me.
maybe something's still not right.
but just got a few days left, before the chaos starts again.
I kinda need a break, I think.
but ha, at least good things are happening.
listened to the uncle at the western shop talk,
and relationships are getting better
and mostly, I'm part of something positive.
yea. =]

hope you keep smiling too yea? ^^


Oh wells, here's a smile

Random Smiles

Socpsy lesson

J.Y: So what are the ways that the Aids virus transmit
Some ppl: Sexually or through blood contact.
J.Y: Good, any more?
MH: Ya cher, 3 litres of saliva
J.Y: Haha, er ok. But its quite scary yea? You compare 3 litres and 1 drop of blood.
MH: Blood is thicker than water.

Labels: EMO, Me, School

Today was an awesome day. Yes, it was full of smiles and sorts, but I think more importantly, it's a day where I became the one I wanted to be for which I wanna thank God =)

I did, to much of my fuller extend, with His grace, know that others were blessed today.

Laptops, words, time, sleep. Haha, its great seeing blessings take place and yea. May He touch more lives thru me :)

Cos that prayer I said for you, is His thoughts for you ^^

Cos He'll wipe away those tears and pinch your cheeks so you'll hav a big smile on your face. Believe. For He will, and He did.

Labels: frenz, God, Me, prayer

Chiong chiong chiong. This is the 1st week of endless chionging for work. So much for “poly life very slack” RAWR. But it seems that its NP that’s horribly stressed up?

Haha, weather ‘s been so darn cold so I digged my cupboards for an old long sleeve shirt that I havnt worn in years. Nice, but got funny feedback about it. One abt it being very holey, (I counted at least 8) another saying it made me look bigger (less skinny). And lol one jus said I look funny ._.

Another way, roughly a week after cutting my nail cos of the curb, now I smash my other toe on the stairs =,=

And bleh, gonna hav a few sleepless nites thanks to too much work. I think I cant make it for gym these few days le :l


Random smiles

OB cher: Do you make decisions based on intuition?
Me: Er ya sometimes.
OB cher: Can you give us an example?
Me: Er… No?
*classmates laugh*
Me: I cant remember.

Labels: School, smile

A young boy, 11 years of age - stood beside a posh red sports car, deeply admiring it as any young boy would. The owner of the car slowly crept up behind him, when within reach, lunged forward and grabbed the young kid by the shoulders .


Man: Aha! Gotcha, what are you up to?

Boy: Nothing sir, I was just admiring your car. I really like it.

Man: Yeap, it's a nice car.

Boy: You must be rich huh?

Man: No.

Boy: Did you buy this car?

Man: No. I didn't

Boy: Did you steal it?

Man: No, of course not.

Boy: How did you get it then?

Man: You see, my brother is rich, and he bought it for me.


The young boy's eyes lit up,

Boy: Wow, I wish...

Man: I know what you're gonna say, you're gonna say you wish you had a brother to buy you one too right?


The boy smiled innocently and shook his head,

Boy: No sir, I wish I could be a brother like that.



Just like I've reflected the past week, maybe instead of wanting that something, why not be that something for others?

Labels: thoughts

Hms Ambass was lol.soso. nuthin hard. nuthin much.

Free CCA points I guess.
Had fun though.
and the puppet performance was absolutely awesome and entertaning.
Salutes to the ECH peeps.

Whooo, essay. i have all my stuff planeed out but I just had get them together. Neither do I know how to write them all. Oh, and I learnt how to use the library lol. xD Thanks~

And loook


Wheee so many books lol.

Counseled again. .__. hope things get better on Monday.
and lastly. This is dedicated to you.

Labels: hms, sss