I Realized...
...people change over time.
Chanced upon an old note in my facebook archives that was written for fun. It's purpose was to note down the first thing that came to mind based on the topic raised. It's nostalgic to see the perspectives I had 3 years back.
On a side note, I thought it'd be interesting to write down this note again to see how thing's have changed since then.
1. I realized that He: loves me no matter who I am, what I've done, where I've been
2. I realized that I speak: nonsense most of the time
3. I realized that I love: spending time with friends dear to me
4. I realized that I have: many wonderful ambitions and dreams that I should really get started on.
5. I realized that I lost: something inside me when I chose to go down the wrong way
6. I realized that I hate: myself whenever I do something I know I shouldn't have.
7. I realized that marriage: is a big commitment to someone you choose to love
8. I realized that somewhere: there's an opportunity for me to do something that will make significant impact to my life.
9. I realized that I will always be: that mixed personality of crazy, funny, retarded, simple, complicated, kind because it brings out the best in me.
10. I realized that I like: to be talk less and appreciate the things that goes on around me nowadays.
11. I realized that the last time I cried was: when I felt like you left me.
12. I realized that my phone is: now with data plan...
13. I realized that when I wake in the morning: I keep wishing for 5 mins more.
14. I realized that before I went to bed last night: I told myself I should have slept earlier.
15. I realized that I'm thinking of: many things constantly, things I find hard to express to people around me.
16. I realized that babies: are delicate and precious souls
17. I realized that the internet: is the best and worst invention
18. I realized that today: may just be another day gone by that I'm stuck in this mindless void
19. I realized that tonight I'm going to: wish I had sleep earlier
20. I realized that tomorrow I will: travel across half the island having to squeeze in an awfully packed and crowded train.
21. I realized that I say: many things that seems nonsensical and humourous that hides deeper meanings and thoughts
22. I realized that my favorite thing at the moment: is sleeping
23. I realized that the best time of day: is when there's no work to do
24. I realized that the school: made me grow so much
25. I realized that in ten years: I'm likely to be in a professional career, perhaps married and with kids...
26. I realized that the world: can be a better place if we made it to be
27. I realized that I cannot force: people to change
28. I realized that true friends: are precious people that are hard to come by
29. I realized that I need: to wake myself up and get out of the mess I'm in
30. I realized that I: can do great things if I wanted to
It isn't as bright and light-hearted as 3 years back. Guess entering adulthood has its own worries troubles and responsibilities.
Labels: Me, memories, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai