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Dare to Jump
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Thank you.Thank you for staying.Thank you for listening.Thank you for holding me.Thank you for encouraging me.Thank you for telling me.Thank you for caring, and making me feel so.It's been really long since I felt that special care from people around. Much so that I've forgotten what it feels like. Many of the things you've said stays in my mind, conflicting against the negative thoughts I've held on to.One of the hardest statement for me to accept, I vaguely remember..."We care for you and that you've been caring for others and so we want to do something for you as well."Maybe I cant quite remember the words since my mind finds it hard to accept it, or acknowledge those words. It hard to imagine that people care for me, that I'm more than just a random someone to them. I just dont know what its supposed to be like.
I dont know. I still have little faith that people, or what would be my "friends" would be there for me. But, your words and actions today, really allowed me to feel and experience the care of another once again.And so I'll try, take risks, and jump again. I hope there truly will be people to catch me, and too that I wouldn't waste the time left I can share with everyone.Thank you so much Abby. It means, a whole whole lot for me. A lot.Labels: frenz, heart, life, love, Me, memories, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Dare to Jump
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Thank you.Thank you for staying.Thank you for listening.Thank you for holding me.Thank you for encouraging me.Thank you for telling me.Thank you for caring, and making me feel so.It's been really long since I felt that special care from people around. Much so that I've forgotten what it feels like. Many of the things you've said stays in my mind, conflicting against the negative thoughts I've held on to.One of the hardest statement for me to accept, I vaguely remember..."We care for you and that you've been caring for others and so we want to do something for you as well."Maybe I cant quite remember the words since my mind finds it hard to accept it, or acknowledge those words. It hard to imagine that people care for me, that I'm more than just a random someone to them. I just dont know what its supposed to be like.
I dont know. I still have little faith that people, or what would be my "friends" would be there for me. But, your words and actions today, really allowed me to feel and experience the care of another once again.And so I'll try, take risks, and jump again. I hope there truly will be people to catch me, and too that I wouldn't waste the time left I can share with everyone.Thank you so much Abby. It means, a whole whole lot for me. A lot.Labels: frenz, heart, life, love, Me, memories, thoughts
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