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Who am I
Sunday, August 30, 2009



Who are you? What are you?


Take my hand and run~

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Sluggie
Friday, August 28, 2009


RAWR

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Fatigue





And so I thought everything wud be over after the exams... Guess not. Each day is still mounted with much stress, already on my exhausted mind.

T01 gathering is postponed later, with goods and bads. Good, I hav more time to make the vid, bad, I so need that refreshment to help me cope with this stress.

Ba anyway, class vid is going pretty well, even better that now I have more time to complete the 3rd part which i'm stuck at.

If time could come to a standstill, the hands on the clock stop ticking. People freeze in their tracks, their final facial expression firmly etched. Some are smiling, some are laughing. Others tell a poignant story behind those sad faces. What about me?

~just too sweet...

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Closure
Wednesday, August 26, 2009

This calls for the end of Sem 1 =D. Goodbye to all the mugging, endless hurting fingers due to crappy pen (scribbling for exams...) and stresssss.

Eh last two nites before socio and psych exams omg. Horrible nights I had... Even while sleeping, my mind is dreaming/processing all the stuff I've revised during midnite. I see it in my head. words, lists, definitions omg. Thank God there's only 2 papers.

Watched Up with classmates, itz nice, a little bit saddening, but haha overall quite enjoyable. Group went to Minds Cafe after Vic left and, played Taboo and Hit or Miss



shud be self explanatory.



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While playing Taboo...

Darren: *picks up 'joke'*
Darren: Haha, Zi kang always tells??
Mabel: Lies.


While playing Hit-or-Miss...
ok the rule of the game is to write down all you can on a certain theme and lets see...
List the things that comes in pairs.

Zi Kang: Wa set uh, who got write wat i write?
Bobo: *raises hand*
Yvette: *raises hand*
Denise: *raises hand*

What did he write?! "Darren and... " -.-

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Careless drifting
Sunday, August 23, 2009



I cant help but feel so lost without you. I wonder why...


~to hold your hand forever, to see that smile on your face~

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Goodbyes
Friday, August 21, 2009

       Heh wth, I got booted out from Macs again, and only after 1 hour of studying this time.

Anyways, first time at T3 =) lol omg, the place is super beautiful not to mention very big. I had a hard time finding Macs... Oh OMG those bouncy balloonish playground thingy zomg. Dam cool pls.

Heh sucks, 1hr and nowhere to go. Decided to study some where in my home vicinity and dam... all taken by those rowdy after-school rascals -.-

So now I'm back home which was a extremely bad move becos I'm bound to be distracted by com. Shit shit shit

I sat and watched, and in my heart, I envied

The irony

3rd day at macs chionging Socio. Met Isabel. Got booted from Macs cos they had renovations. Frens all turning pretty moody over life plus the exam stress. Life's coming down pretty hard on everyone huh?

Why, is it in life, that sadly, it often takes one to feel loss to feel gain?
Why, are we blinded by complacency, only to be in the light in pain?
Why, are we unable to fully grasp the meaning of life and all within?
Why, do we covet others in life, despite all the beauty we have to begin?


Why just cant we see?

Turn the page
Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Awesome, for the first time ever, I actually stared a book for 7.5 hours straight, without breaks. It has to be a sheer miracle I did that. 135 pages... that accounts to almost 50k words. Ha, do I have anyone's pity?

Went to airport today to try study. Couldn't find Macs. Randomly walked about and found it. I finished reading 5 chapters in total :) Not sure if anything got in though. I'm sure my eyes are horribly killed though.

Half of the while, a trio of ACS kiddos occupied a table in front of me. Dam, one kid was especially noisy. And his voice was horribly distractive. If I could, I would have tossed him into the fountain beside. -___-" So much for reading on Socialization and Social Structure.

haha, and one funny part
... consisting of First, Second and Third Worlds was used to depict global stratification. First world referred to the industrialized capitalist nations, Second World to the communist (or socialist) nations, and Third World to any nations that did not fit into the first two categories
(Henslin, 2009, p.184)

And another interesting thought,

"racism doesn't causes slavery, slavery causes racism"




Meh, what the. You come home all hungry, dump all the rice that is left in the rice bowl and get ready to spoon all the other dishes into your plate and WTH? you see a freaking swarm of ants all huddled in one mass. Slam the plate and they all go into a frenzied state, dashing towards all corners of the earth, or maybe, MY RICE, MY DINNER.

heh, I don't mind eating my food with ants, but... at least not live ants crawling all, i repeat, all over. Attempting a mass wipeout via the microwave didn't work, so I stuck to the old fashioned way, I'll just wait and squished them when possible. So much for dinner. I cant possibly squish them while they are on my rice right... Just waited for them to steer clear from the rice and... *poke* one down, dozens more to go. And just when I think I've killed half of them, stab my spoon into a clump of rice, voila, another spawn of ants appears from the crevices of my dinner. The waiting game continues... *poke poke*

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Wasted
Monday, August 17, 2009

Awesome. After 4 solid days on learning on Learning. Now I'm gonna have to start memorising on Memory. :/

No wait. I played games the whole entire day!!! ARHHHHH~ owells.

Current progress:

Psych: 2 chaps
Socio: NA

good lucks ppl :/
Chao.

Entwined Hearts
Sunday, August 16, 2009



Suddenly, the whole idea friends strikes me hard. I've lost some, been without some, and as well as made some.

I'm a hardcore 'suan'er by nature, (all my friends will agree in complete unison). But haha, ok luh, at least I dun go too far? (Oh if you think its that bad already, you havent see anything). But ya, sometimes I think just a tinsy winsy bit of sincere words and really brighten someone's day? Heh, I'm beginning to switch more to the nicer side rather than suaning ppl all day BUT I assure you all... You people will never be relieved of the day of which I will suan you! Muahahax

Okayz back to friends. You know, I really dont believe in friends. The harsh reality is that people come and people go. NO ONE will stay by your side forever. That you'll have to agree with me. But, I think what's more important than making new friends or saying goodbye to some is cherish those around you.


Courtesy of Bryan Amias Pillai

That pic is from an album of his photography which he compiled that omg raised 1 friggin K...


Friends, I might say, are like your average MRT trips. At every other point in time, people board, people alight. Really, I think, its not a matter of "Hi"s and "Goodbye"s but all that goes between them. The time spent together. The "cheap thrills" and sad days. The times of when friends sit together over some starbucks coffee, and just stare blankly into each other eyes.

From another view, using the same analogy, while we have people boarding and alighting from the cabins we're in, we ourselves do have our own times of boarding and alighting.

Through experience, I have suffered the loss of a best friend, all done by my own folly. All I did was teased him, manipulated him, you know, just to really lord over him. Like this:




In a friendship, the experiences should be mutual. The joys, the burdens, the share weal-and-woe-together kind of thing. Like this:




Having a friend doesnt mean to receive from others; fun, love, affection, emotional and material wants. We've got to be that friend as well. To be a support to another, maybe to be just a listening ear, give a pleasant surprise, or just to have one's presence around. Heh, in short, be a friend :)



To all my friends out there:


I love you all :)





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Awesome people, I got my new passport done, you know the new Ecard reader thingy or something. Heh, my new passport number rawks, literally.

E1337....

I'm L33T lol



I WILL run after you

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