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The Faithful One
Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Extremely overjoyed beyond words and tears. T_T

She finally decided not to do it, not to take that path.

All thanks be to God and His faithfulness. These week of endless worry, lectures, encouragement, prayers and love of friendship finally came to fruition. An awakening to her soul, and a burden off mine.

K luh, super lost for words now. Seriously too overjoyed.

All these times I worried my heart out for you. In the love that brings pain to see one going down the wrong path, just as a parent's heart bleeds for the wayward child. This too has drawn out a first-time high measure of love for someone else. An unconditional term beyond reasons. I guess I have proven myself capable of true friendship, and I aint such a lousy friend after all =P

I ridded my of feelings the day before, that I need not feel the pain if so happens that I might receive news I never wanted to hear. My pessimism never trusted in men, in it's weakness of the flesh, of it's losing battle towards temptations. My hope however, is in God, that He is faithful, and I know He wouldn't leave you as such, and so has been my prayer for this few days;

Psalm 23:3 (NKJV)
He restores my soul;
He leads me in the paths of righteousness
For His name’s sake.

That He would lead you back to the paths of righteousness for His name sake. And His word, He'll fulfill. And I know it.

But when you tell me about your convictions about it, and the words that have spoken to you. How you decided to fight for the purity and godliness of your soul, HAHAHA, I think I just died from overdose of gratefulness to God and just that overbounding joy knowing that you're safe.

And woots, there's so much to be grateful for. Being able to learn how to encourage someone, guide them and pray hard for them HAHA. Finding a rare and dam nice side of me I have almost never expressed, even in the course of helping someone. Being able to bring out the full extent of love for another that has been hidden somewhere deep deep inside I think. Should learn more of it =P Also got to be closer to God through the times I had to commit myself to prayer as well as the wisdom to speak to her =D

Anyways HAHAHA fight on the good fight Liz, I'm dam proud and happy for your victory. May you live your life righteously that pleasing to God and His grace give you the strength to carry on. Walk on, Fight on, Live on! =)

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My love, My passion
Tuesday, July 7, 2009



As her gaze swept by, our eyes locked for what seemed like endless bliss, yet in reality, only a mere second. My breath stolen, my thoughts stilled. My very being resonated with each ascending heartbeat, her face reconciling with the panorama of my memories with every other thump of my heart. Words, if any, eluded my speech. My frozen gaze and my opened mouth shocked with marvel etched onto the expression in reply that clearly painted my disbelief at fate.

It was her...





I am offered this course that teaches magic tricks which I really would love to go. I feel that it will equip me to reach out to people easier thru entertainment while weaving a story/message thru the act.

The problem is, the dates coincides with class, CCA, and... cell (3 C's LOL). I have always been interested in such techniques as I find them pretty useful for the future. Then again, I am to lead word for cell this coming week, and for the first time as well...

Its all about balancing the priorities. My passion, or my God. After encouragements from a special fellow brother of mine and my leader. Here I am, putting aside my wants, for His goals.

As a leader (to-be), many sacrifices will be needed. Personal time, wants, leisure, friends, but all in good faith.

I believe, as you honour God in your ways, putting His ways before yours, in all due time, He WILL bless you. Besides, when you're for Him, everything will fall in to place. I am sure, He has something greater in store for me. =)

For God is not unrighteous to forget your work and labour of love, which ye have shewed toward his name, in that ye have ministered to the saints, and do minister.
Hebrews 6:10 (KJV)

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