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A tingling in the heart; not.
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Loving people should be something easy, isn't it? Yet why do I find it difficult to?Loving that comes from the heart should be natural and thus readily there. On contrary, I somehow find it exhausting to keep this love actively going, in fact, I shouldn't even be trying this hard. It can't be entirely so that I'll be void of love. I know it exists in me, for my friends, family, and beloved people that come to mind. One death should be enough to let me know the pain of irreplaceable loss, yet my actions speaks little of that dreadful reminder that lingers in shadows of my mind.Why do I find it so hard to love, the enthusiasm and excitement that typically bursts out of the people around I see.
need to pace myself slowly
step by step I'll do this
Labels: frenz, life, love, Me, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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A tingling in the heart; not.
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Loving people should be something easy, isn't it? Yet why do I find it difficult to?Loving that comes from the heart should be natural and thus readily there. On contrary, I somehow find it exhausting to keep this love actively going, in fact, I shouldn't even be trying this hard. It can't be entirely so that I'll be void of love. I know it exists in me, for my friends, family, and beloved people that come to mind. One death should be enough to let me know the pain of irreplaceable loss, yet my actions speaks little of that dreadful reminder that lingers in shadows of my mind.Why do I find it so hard to love, the enthusiasm and excitement that typically bursts out of the people around I see.
need to pace myself slowly
step by step I'll do this
Labels: frenz, life, love, Me, thoughts
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