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The Code of Friendship
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Made the hardest decision of my life.But I had to do what's right, for you, even if it means losing you as a friend. I did it against your wishes, broke confidentiality, and am deciding to present you before your parents.I'm sorry.But I love you too much to watch on and let your life go to destruction. To chose between your present unhappiness versus a lifetime of guilt, regret and who knows what else, I'll have to choose the former.I cannot let you err in your ways any more. You have gone pass the danger zone way too far out. You're standing by the edge looking ahead, mesmerized by the illusion of selfish pleasures, blinded of the deathly fall front a step. You're no longer even able to help yourself. There was a first time and with it, a second chance, but not this time, because there is absolutely no room for a third mistake.Doing all these to protect your life, even though you probably wont enjoy it, I have the faith you will become better out of it. I know and believe you will. And that true freedom wouldn't be anything compared to that which you desire to possess now.It isn't easy for me. It's going to cost me as well. People may judge me, curse me, spit on my feet, and walk away. I'll most likely be labeled as a bad guy for this, hated for all this. Maybe no one will trust me again, or be friends for that matter. I could easily lose everything I hold dear to me. It'll suck, but at least I know that I've saved yours. I might even lose the trust of another person close to my heart... I think I will. But screw all of that. Even if I've to lose everything in my world, I'll do it for you. I love you, and you're my friend. This might be the last thing I'll ever have with you as a friend but owells. Love costs, and it's worth every drop of my blood to keep yours.I'm sorry once again my friend, but love overcomes all. God be with you.Psalms 23:3
He restores [your] soul. He guides [you] in the path of righteousness, for His name sake. With love,
Nico.
Labels: frenz, heart, love, memories
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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The Code of Friendship
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Made the hardest decision of my life.But I had to do what's right, for you, even if it means losing you as a friend. I did it against your wishes, broke confidentiality, and am deciding to present you before your parents.I'm sorry.But I love you too much to watch on and let your life go to destruction. To chose between your present unhappiness versus a lifetime of guilt, regret and who knows what else, I'll have to choose the former.I cannot let you err in your ways any more. You have gone pass the danger zone way too far out. You're standing by the edge looking ahead, mesmerized by the illusion of selfish pleasures, blinded of the deathly fall front a step. You're no longer even able to help yourself. There was a first time and with it, a second chance, but not this time, because there is absolutely no room for a third mistake.Doing all these to protect your life, even though you probably wont enjoy it, I have the faith you will become better out of it. I know and believe you will. And that true freedom wouldn't be anything compared to that which you desire to possess now.It isn't easy for me. It's going to cost me as well. People may judge me, curse me, spit on my feet, and walk away. I'll most likely be labeled as a bad guy for this, hated for all this. Maybe no one will trust me again, or be friends for that matter. I could easily lose everything I hold dear to me. It'll suck, but at least I know that I've saved yours. I might even lose the trust of another person close to my heart... I think I will. But screw all of that. Even if I've to lose everything in my world, I'll do it for you. I love you, and you're my friend. This might be the last thing I'll ever have with you as a friend but owells. Love costs, and it's worth every drop of my blood to keep yours.I'm sorry once again my friend, but love overcomes all. God be with you.Psalms 23:3
He restores [your] soul. He guides [you] in the path of righteousness, for His name sake. With love,
Nico.
Labels: frenz, heart, love, memories
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