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Guess you'll never know how much I cared
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Gonna be a barrage of short posts from a nice today =)Haha, wow today was a good day talking to ZX and cell. Had a really good experience this week for cell. Haven't felt like this for ages =) Pretty awesome time today, I'm beginning to wish I had more time with the cell, which makes it a good thing right? =D Tried something new, taking a vulnerable approach to things, and amazingly, I'm touched by many of their honest prayers =)=========================
htht with my mom, talking about life and destiny. Re-focusing life with an out reach mission, touching lives around us. wahahaha. I think we're heading towards a new phase ._. ain't gonna be easy but it's gonna be awesome, I'm sure, and meaningful, and rewarding. Haha, I think I should spent more time with here, she keep saying she's lonely cos we're out most of the time ._. Ah crap =/=========================
When the paper came into my hands, I didn't really know who to write. But I just decided to anyway. I hope you'll get your miracle. I know you will.I wrote on the right column: "best friend's mom"=========================
You know, I'm loving my beaaar to bits. I love it when people comment that we so gayish and going eee ahhh at what we do sometimes, but I think it's really awesome because it only shows the love we have for each other. HAHA IM NOT GAY. But, love isn't just confined to a romantic male-female thing. It exist in all platforms and relations we have with another. We love our parents, we love our pets, we love our friends, and I simply love you for being my miracle. Here's to unrestrained love, even if we are two emotional boys unafraid to hug and cry in each other arms ^^You're the best thing, that's ever being mine.=========================
Dang, ima buck up on my efforts too. It's annoying to see you do something(s) everyday. [shut up, don't deny it] Feel like I'm lagging behind. Feel that I'm still holding back too much, thinking too much, being complacent and unwilling to step out. Pfft. Shall not let fears and worries inhibit me from doing what's necessary. Gonna stand stronger, fight harder and live better.=========================
Alrites. Now this. You, I really cant take it anymore. All these is building a heck lot of tension inside of me. Each day, I'll check to see what's new, encouraged by your honesty, yet saddened by your words. I care for you, and I can't bring myself to tolerate this any longer. I'm willing to start over again, even if the cycle has to repeat. I shalln't run away anymore. I think it's time I'll be honest to you. I don't want you to fight this alone, cos you aren't. I may not be the best person, but I'll do my best of what I can.I want to know you're ready, so if you'll ask me one last time, I promise, I'll be honest with you. I love you, please stay strong.Labels: frenz, God, heart, love, qq, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Guess you'll never know how much I cared
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Gonna be a barrage of short posts from a nice today =)Haha, wow today was a good day talking to ZX and cell. Had a really good experience this week for cell. Haven't felt like this for ages =) Pretty awesome time today, I'm beginning to wish I had more time with the cell, which makes it a good thing right? =D Tried something new, taking a vulnerable approach to things, and amazingly, I'm touched by many of their honest prayers =)=========================
htht with my mom, talking about life and destiny. Re-focusing life with an out reach mission, touching lives around us. wahahaha. I think we're heading towards a new phase ._. ain't gonna be easy but it's gonna be awesome, I'm sure, and meaningful, and rewarding. Haha, I think I should spent more time with here, she keep saying she's lonely cos we're out most of the time ._. Ah crap =/=========================
When the paper came into my hands, I didn't really know who to write. But I just decided to anyway. I hope you'll get your miracle. I know you will.I wrote on the right column: "best friend's mom"=========================
You know, I'm loving my beaaar to bits. I love it when people comment that we so gayish and going eee ahhh at what we do sometimes, but I think it's really awesome because it only shows the love we have for each other. HAHA IM NOT GAY. But, love isn't just confined to a romantic male-female thing. It exist in all platforms and relations we have with another. We love our parents, we love our pets, we love our friends, and I simply love you for being my miracle. Here's to unrestrained love, even if we are two emotional boys unafraid to hug and cry in each other arms ^^You're the best thing, that's ever being mine.=========================
Dang, ima buck up on my efforts too. It's annoying to see you do something(s) everyday. [shut up, don't deny it] Feel like I'm lagging behind. Feel that I'm still holding back too much, thinking too much, being complacent and unwilling to step out. Pfft. Shall not let fears and worries inhibit me from doing what's necessary. Gonna stand stronger, fight harder and live better.=========================
Alrites. Now this. You, I really cant take it anymore. All these is building a heck lot of tension inside of me. Each day, I'll check to see what's new, encouraged by your honesty, yet saddened by your words. I care for you, and I can't bring myself to tolerate this any longer. I'm willing to start over again, even if the cycle has to repeat. I shalln't run away anymore. I think it's time I'll be honest to you. I don't want you to fight this alone, cos you aren't. I may not be the best person, but I'll do my best of what I can.I want to know you're ready, so if you'll ask me one last time, I promise, I'll be honest with you. I love you, please stay strong.Labels: frenz, God, heart, love, qq, thoughts
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