Sometimes I wish I could just off the lights to everything. To 'die' to it. It's like life's giving me hard knocks. Not in the face, but right at the guts. Those jabs won't kill, its just give such a terrible agonizing feeling.
lol. Am in school today after multiple screwups. Even have no mood to eat my subway. Food is supposed to make me happy :( Lagging behind in revision. Oh the melancholy. :/
Baaah Day 3 and still nothing much's done. =/ Haha met TK to get something from him to pass to Azlin and hey hey, she didn't come. Now I gotta take care of it.
Did something without thinking again. Went for lunch with GZK after 2 hours of borrrinnng lecture. Bought my meal from the mixed rice stall.
Me: *points points points points* Lady: This? Me: "nono, aiya ok luh ok luh" *points points*
In the end, my meal cost $6. WTH? let see, I had 4 meat. 1 veg. 1 egg. 4meat?? i dunno why either, I jus kept pointing. And i finished it!! cool huh? That's what I thought too, till I realized I'll be studying in the library. Books + aircon = drowsy.
I gazed up and saw you with the clouds.
Open those books
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Argh, day 2 and i havn't got much done. Studying using powerpoint sure is weird, but fairly effective, despite the slow pace. Am only done with 1 chapter =/ HAHA ANYONE WANT IT TELL ME OK!!! (bet no one even bothers -__-")
Arghhhhh, I'm feeling so lost without you.
Itz gonna be over in time
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Itz gonna be over in time...
Wooots, everything's over. Its a awesome great day today!!! *ponders if I did anything stupid* *thinks how most of you will say "as usual"*
Yeaa, this is awesome peeps. No more anything, no more assignments no more deadlines no more late nights. Just studying.
Oh mans.. Sociology is gonna be ultimate goner, I still cant catch sociology... Who doesnt understand it too?!? *raises hand with biiiig smile :D* -.- bet only me. And oh myyyy, studying... zzz, Gonna try a very different study method this time. PPTX =D
Right. So this almost concludes the term for PCS. A few more weeks, Oh the wonderful memories...
The PsychoCommservSocio, the terrible feline that clawed our minds, the IT classes most of us dreaded. The lecturers, the adjuncts, the sidekick of she from 'sociological literature'. The hard work, the slacky days, the days where we slept while boring lecturers spoke to the wind. The assignments we all had fun doing, the assignments we hated doing, and the assignments some didnt even do. The countless research, the pages of references, and the buggy SafeAssign that gets us all pissed. The grades, the peer evaluation, the troublesome cover sheet that hid the grades; good or bad. The CCA's, the commitments, the kids with neither. The most favourite website, the useless mailbox with important mails hidden in a jungle of spam,the screwy databases we got to dig info from. The overcrowded eating spot by Blk 51, the secluded one with japanese and western meals, the Macs we had our class memories at. The fun times, the even more fun times, the one heck of an awesome class. The laughters, the emoness, the crazy scandals we threw about like a hot metal plate. The clowns, the loners, the two pseudo-bimbos. The 6Bores, the tight cliques, the current of the river flow. The class outings, the class meals, the class ponning as a whole. The LOL's, the FAIL's, and the exclusive T01 jargon.
BYE.
Edit: KEKEX, I'm surprised, people actually loved that whole chunk of text =D Thanks all. ^^
\"Procrastinators. Leaders of Tomorrow." (Hiew, 2009)
ASSIGNMENTS ARE OVER WHOOOOO yup, this marks the end of all assignments. but there's exams coming. AND SHIT -.- my procrastination abilities now lvl 80. Im doing my work on the day i need to hand up. already getting -10% for ITABS for late submission. dam. there goes my A. SAME FOR WRIITCOM omg darren darren... I'm so gonna get myself screwed one day.
Random smiles
єѕσтєяιcєηιgмα It hurts, but I'm giving it up for you .:: ρÿrøвlïτz ::. says: tmr how come got psy ah? David(bah). I'll run this race and pull people along with me says: psy tutoriall єѕσтєяιcєηιgмα It hurts, but I'm giving it up for you .:: ρÿrøвlïτz ::. says: isnt that on tues? David(bah). I'll run this race and pull people along with me says: .. Pony says: umm David(bah). I'll run this race and pull people along with me says: tmr is tues HUIQI says: lol~ Pony says: lol David(bah). I'll run this race and pull people along with me says: u noob єѕσтєяιcєηιgмα It hurts, but I'm giving it up for you .:: ρÿrøвlïτz ::. says: OH SHIT yvette (&) says: HAHHA Pony says: that was an epic fail ttm
Lord I humbly offer this sacrifice to you. May you take the highest priority in my life. This which I hold dear to my heart, I give it to you. In return, I need your help to get me through this. Give me your strength, your joy, your peace to aid me. I don't know how things might work out, but I believe its all in your hands.
It's been almost a decade since I saw you. you know, suddenly I realized you don't mean as much as me anymore you're fading its all a maelstrom of emotions and i dunno if I shud let you go
I've got my new lease of life. new friends, new laughters, new aims new people to live for No more idle time, no more empty paths
A funnel for my emotions, you were on the smaller end. but now I've taken your place and the world's taken mine. it feels good.
you were nothing but a dream anyway but now, I see reality before me A unity, a group, a life I found the substance of my absence I found where I belonged
The chair I took, The chair from I fell, The smile you had My pain couldn't compare My best memory of you Crafted with silver, I'll leave it with you
So I'll cherish those times. And I'll cherish that smile. I'll cherish that bliss I felt whenever I thought of you I hope through my prayers, you felt that warmth in your heart May happiness be with you, as with my memories now I part. Goodbye LY.
My group went first because i had to rush off for a YEP project later. Was nervous like shitz. 2 videos and a quick ppt, with a fussy professional psychologist as a teacher. (Note: professional refers to psychologist, not teacher)
I started off the tech stuff 5 minutes early to test the audio. Lol, stupid windows media player was like trying to be cheeky or something. Either it played without me starting it or it was playing another video. The videos played I think 3 or 4 times? Hope fully Fred didn't mind.
Yea so we started off with the skit video. Hey, wasn't so bad after all. The class actually laughed a few times. Maybe I was too judgmental? My documentary up next. Pretty solemn, didnt really garner much I guess. Hopefully at least they were intrigued by the illusions.
OHOHOH HEY, THE AWARENESS TEST VID WAS SUPER COOL. Vid: "How many pasess does the team in white make?" *Vid plays* Vid: "Did you count 13?" Sarah, Vic: YES I COUNTED ALL 13 WOOHOO!!! Vid: "But, did you see the moonwalking bear?" Vic: OMG WHAT MOONWALKING BEAR. WHERE GOT? *Vid replays* *guy in bear suit strides/moonwalks across scene* Class laughs
=D yaaaaay. Although i bet Fred didnt care a hoot about that.
So yea, I gotta miss out the rest of the class' performances =/ Especially looking forward to 6Bores stuff. oh wells =/
But hey, YEP proj wasn't that too bad. (trying to console myself...) At least I got to gain more experience working with mentally disabled kids again. It was fun and a ity bity more bonding time with the YEP team. ALTHOUGH I LOVE MY CLASS MORE!
One thing that was hitched unto my mind was that, despite being mentally disabled, autistic, low IQ, whatsoever, the group that i worked with, the kids, they actually looked out for each other. They would call our for the one left behind, hold each other hands to keep the group together.
What about we as a society? Do we look out for ourselves? or even if not, do we look out for ourselves first? If mentally disabled kids are taught and able to live as such, what about we able-minded people?
WHAT THE OMG TIM TOLD ME I MISSED OUT A HECK LOTS OF FUN TODAY!!! FELLOW CLASS PRESENTATIONS, CLASS OUTING, 6BORES, WAT THE HECK DAM. LSEG.
I've been sleeping terribly late recently. Dam tired... Esp friday for doing up the CATS proposal. sleeping at 3, waking at 6.
Here's a tribute to all fellow late sleepers,
Teens and the time they sleep:
if... 6 pm - probably still sleeping after late night coffee 7 pm - probably in another time zone 8 pm - after chionging projects for 1 week straight 9 pm - suffering from extremely rare sleeping disorder in teens. 10 pm - resting cos' of H1N1 11 pm - Depressed over lost puppy 12 am - that's early, cmon are you bored? 1 am - normal kid at school 2 am - chatting with frenz or doing schoolwork 3 am - its gettting late 4 am - I bet u chionging project 5 am - prepare for big black eye bags 6 am - not sleeping anymore 7 am - forget it, i'm not going school today 8 am - oh shit, I shudnt have drank that cup of coffee
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
Find me at Facebook and Twitter Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Sometimes I wish I could just off the lights to everything. To 'die' to it. It's like life's giving me hard knocks. Not in the face, but right at the guts. Those jabs won't kill, its just give such a terrible agonizing feeling.
lol. Am in school today after multiple screwups. Even have no mood to eat my subway. Food is supposed to make me happy :( Lagging behind in revision. Oh the melancholy. :/
Baaah Day 3 and still nothing much's done. =/ Haha met TK to get something from him to pass to Azlin and hey hey, she didn't come. Now I gotta take care of it.
Did something without thinking again. Went for lunch with GZK after 2 hours of borrrinnng lecture. Bought my meal from the mixed rice stall.
Me: *points points points points* Lady: This? Me: "nono, aiya ok luh ok luh" *points points*
In the end, my meal cost $6. WTH? let see, I had 4 meat. 1 veg. 1 egg. 4meat?? i dunno why either, I jus kept pointing. And i finished it!! cool huh? That's what I thought too, till I realized I'll be studying in the library. Books + aircon = drowsy.
I gazed up and saw you with the clouds.
Open those books
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Argh, day 2 and i havn't got much done. Studying using powerpoint sure is weird, but fairly effective, despite the slow pace. Am only done with 1 chapter =/ HAHA ANYONE WANT IT TELL ME OK!!! (bet no one even bothers -__-")
Arghhhhh, I'm feeling so lost without you.
Itz gonna be over in time
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Itz gonna be over in time...
Wooots, everything's over. Its a awesome great day today!!! *ponders if I did anything stupid* *thinks how most of you will say "as usual"*
Yeaa, this is awesome peeps. No more anything, no more assignments no more deadlines no more late nights. Just studying.
Oh mans.. Sociology is gonna be ultimate goner, I still cant catch sociology... Who doesnt understand it too?!? *raises hand with biiiig smile :D* -.- bet only me. And oh myyyy, studying... zzz, Gonna try a very different study method this time. PPTX =D
Right. So this almost concludes the term for PCS. A few more weeks, Oh the wonderful memories...
The PsychoCommservSocio, the terrible feline that clawed our minds, the IT classes most of us dreaded. The lecturers, the adjuncts, the sidekick of she from 'sociological literature'. The hard work, the slacky days, the days where we slept while boring lecturers spoke to the wind. The assignments we all had fun doing, the assignments we hated doing, and the assignments some didnt even do. The countless research, the pages of references, and the buggy SafeAssign that gets us all pissed. The grades, the peer evaluation, the troublesome cover sheet that hid the grades; good or bad. The CCA's, the commitments, the kids with neither. The most favourite website, the useless mailbox with important mails hidden in a jungle of spam,the screwy databases we got to dig info from. The overcrowded eating spot by Blk 51, the secluded one with japanese and western meals, the Macs we had our class memories at. The fun times, the even more fun times, the one heck of an awesome class. The laughters, the emoness, the crazy scandals we threw about like a hot metal plate. The clowns, the loners, the two pseudo-bimbos. The 6Bores, the tight cliques, the current of the river flow. The class outings, the class meals, the class ponning as a whole. The LOL's, the FAIL's, and the exclusive T01 jargon.
BYE.
Edit: KEKEX, I'm surprised, people actually loved that whole chunk of text =D Thanks all. ^^
\"Procrastinators. Leaders of Tomorrow." (Hiew, 2009)
ASSIGNMENTS ARE OVER WHOOOOO yup, this marks the end of all assignments. but there's exams coming. AND SHIT -.- my procrastination abilities now lvl 80. Im doing my work on the day i need to hand up. already getting -10% for ITABS for late submission. dam. there goes my A. SAME FOR WRIITCOM omg darren darren... I'm so gonna get myself screwed one day.
Random smiles
єѕσтєяιcєηιgмα It hurts, but I'm giving it up for you .:: ρÿrøвlïτz ::. says: tmr how come got psy ah? David(bah). I'll run this race and pull people along with me says: psy tutoriall єѕσтєяιcєηιgмα It hurts, but I'm giving it up for you .:: ρÿrøвlïτz ::. says: isnt that on tues? David(bah). I'll run this race and pull people along with me says: .. Pony says: umm David(bah). I'll run this race and pull people along with me says: tmr is tues HUIQI says: lol~ Pony says: lol David(bah). I'll run this race and pull people along with me says: u noob єѕσтєяιcєηιgмα It hurts, but I'm giving it up for you .:: ρÿrøвlïτz ::. says: OH SHIT yvette (&) says: HAHHA Pony says: that was an epic fail ttm
Lord I humbly offer this sacrifice to you. May you take the highest priority in my life. This which I hold dear to my heart, I give it to you. In return, I need your help to get me through this. Give me your strength, your joy, your peace to aid me. I don't know how things might work out, but I believe its all in your hands.
It's been almost a decade since I saw you. you know, suddenly I realized you don't mean as much as me anymore you're fading its all a maelstrom of emotions and i dunno if I shud let you go
I've got my new lease of life. new friends, new laughters, new aims new people to live for No more idle time, no more empty paths
A funnel for my emotions, you were on the smaller end. but now I've taken your place and the world's taken mine. it feels good.
you were nothing but a dream anyway but now, I see reality before me A unity, a group, a life I found the substance of my absence I found where I belonged
The chair I took, The chair from I fell, The smile you had My pain couldn't compare My best memory of you Crafted with silver, I'll leave it with you
So I'll cherish those times. And I'll cherish that smile. I'll cherish that bliss I felt whenever I thought of you I hope through my prayers, you felt that warmth in your heart May happiness be with you, as with my memories now I part. Goodbye LY.
My group went first because i had to rush off for a YEP project later. Was nervous like shitz. 2 videos and a quick ppt, with a fussy professional psychologist as a teacher. (Note: professional refers to psychologist, not teacher)
I started off the tech stuff 5 minutes early to test the audio. Lol, stupid windows media player was like trying to be cheeky or something. Either it played without me starting it or it was playing another video. The videos played I think 3 or 4 times? Hope fully Fred didn't mind.
Yea so we started off with the skit video. Hey, wasn't so bad after all. The class actually laughed a few times. Maybe I was too judgmental? My documentary up next. Pretty solemn, didnt really garner much I guess. Hopefully at least they were intrigued by the illusions.
OHOHOH HEY, THE AWARENESS TEST VID WAS SUPER COOL. Vid: "How many pasess does the team in white make?" *Vid plays* Vid: "Did you count 13?" Sarah, Vic: YES I COUNTED ALL 13 WOOHOO!!! Vid: "But, did you see the moonwalking bear?" Vic: OMG WHAT MOONWALKING BEAR. WHERE GOT? *Vid replays* *guy in bear suit strides/moonwalks across scene* Class laughs
=D yaaaaay. Although i bet Fred didnt care a hoot about that.
So yea, I gotta miss out the rest of the class' performances =/ Especially looking forward to 6Bores stuff. oh wells =/
But hey, YEP proj wasn't that too bad. (trying to console myself...) At least I got to gain more experience working with mentally disabled kids again. It was fun and a ity bity more bonding time with the YEP team. ALTHOUGH I LOVE MY CLASS MORE!
One thing that was hitched unto my mind was that, despite being mentally disabled, autistic, low IQ, whatsoever, the group that i worked with, the kids, they actually looked out for each other. They would call our for the one left behind, hold each other hands to keep the group together.
What about we as a society? Do we look out for ourselves? or even if not, do we look out for ourselves first? If mentally disabled kids are taught and able to live as such, what about we able-minded people?
WHAT THE OMG TIM TOLD ME I MISSED OUT A HECK LOTS OF FUN TODAY!!! FELLOW CLASS PRESENTATIONS, CLASS OUTING, 6BORES, WAT THE HECK DAM. LSEG.
I've been sleeping terribly late recently. Dam tired... Esp friday for doing up the CATS proposal. sleeping at 3, waking at 6.
Here's a tribute to all fellow late sleepers,
Teens and the time they sleep:
if... 6 pm - probably still sleeping after late night coffee 7 pm - probably in another time zone 8 pm - after chionging projects for 1 week straight 9 pm - suffering from extremely rare sleeping disorder in teens. 10 pm - resting cos' of H1N1 11 pm - Depressed over lost puppy 12 am - that's early, cmon are you bored? 1 am - normal kid at school 2 am - chatting with frenz or doing schoolwork 3 am - its gettting late 4 am - I bet u chionging project 5 am - prepare for big black eye bags 6 am - not sleeping anymore 7 am - forget it, i'm not going school today 8 am - oh shit, I shudnt have drank that cup of coffee
Darren Nico Pillai