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Long Lost Brother
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
I'm so glad, I chose to talk to you.I finally found you back. After all this while, when this problem arised, I felt I lost that part of you in my heart.Finally, we've cleared out everything, finding the relationship between us, now strengthened by experiences and knowledge.
This year, you wanted to cherish me, all with good intents, gave me your all, finding someone strong enough to do it; the selfless side of you. You left me, and replaced yourself with someone else, your compassionate masked hero. Maybe that's when I started feeling distanced. I didn't need all the added concern, it made me feel like I lost touch of you. I couldn't feel you anymore. Me being the typical lousy friend, slowly lost consciousness of you, and no longer feeling you, wandered off, lost and alone.
Right now, I'm so grateful that my heart is restored with everything I had for you. I missed you so terribly bad.Zhixiong, I don't need you to be some strong person for me. I just need you to be who you are, weak, flaws, passion, dreams, fears, anything and everything you have not allowed yourself to be since who knows when. Zhixiong, this friendship is to be a home for us, where we return to reside, where we relax and chill out together. We look out for each other, maybe have a little tussle every now and then to spice things up. Zhi Xiong, you're my family, and all I ever need from you, is you truly.For now, that I've finally experienced and understood the feelings of home, I don't want it just to be begin me and you. I want it to be for everyone else as well. People, with genuine relationships, bonded together. We may not be our best, we at the very least, we are who we are. And how I wish, that I will be able to share these bonds with everyone, together, in a love community.Labels: frenz, love, Me, memories, thoughts, zx
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Long Lost Brother
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
I'm so glad, I chose to talk to you.I finally found you back. After all this while, when this problem arised, I felt I lost that part of you in my heart.Finally, we've cleared out everything, finding the relationship between us, now strengthened by experiences and knowledge.
This year, you wanted to cherish me, all with good intents, gave me your all, finding someone strong enough to do it; the selfless side of you. You left me, and replaced yourself with someone else, your compassionate masked hero. Maybe that's when I started feeling distanced. I didn't need all the added concern, it made me feel like I lost touch of you. I couldn't feel you anymore. Me being the typical lousy friend, slowly lost consciousness of you, and no longer feeling you, wandered off, lost and alone.
Right now, I'm so grateful that my heart is restored with everything I had for you. I missed you so terribly bad.Zhixiong, I don't need you to be some strong person for me. I just need you to be who you are, weak, flaws, passion, dreams, fears, anything and everything you have not allowed yourself to be since who knows when. Zhixiong, this friendship is to be a home for us, where we return to reside, where we relax and chill out together. We look out for each other, maybe have a little tussle every now and then to spice things up. Zhi Xiong, you're my family, and all I ever need from you, is you truly.For now, that I've finally experienced and understood the feelings of home, I don't want it just to be begin me and you. I want it to be for everyone else as well. People, with genuine relationships, bonded together. We may not be our best, we at the very least, we are who we are. And how I wish, that I will be able to share these bonds with everyone, together, in a love community.Labels: frenz, love, Me, memories, thoughts, zx
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