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Fragment of love
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Taking the faith in having this deep part of me healed, I'll bring myself into that place, where my inner demon will awake. A power growing stronger each day.I sincerely hope that I'll just take what that I need, and nothing more. I don't want to fall into that path of selfish indulgence, and I want to uphold that strict moral standards I have set for my life. As best that I can, I'll hope that I will not go pass the line, if not, without straying too far. Thank you so much for allowing me that place. If you really want the best for me, that please watch over me, and protect me from doing the wrong things. I know it'll be hard for you, but I hope you'll be able to see pass what I might become for what I lived for. What I held in truth, that would be ultimately good for me. Don't give in to my evil side, even if it seems good to do so.And you, my bestie. You know my ways, you know my heart. I ask that you'll keep me on track with what I need to do. I might resist a bit, but for every inch I deviate off please shoot me down. Don't allow my selfish side to take over. Kill me if you have to. I'd rather die that to live selfishly. I entrust my life into your hands alright.With this, I enter into that realm, of a past neglect, harbouring a long-time need, growing and manifesting as a hungry demon. With all I can, I'll do my best to hold it off, or if better, destroy it. And thus, I hope I'll be able to retrieve that lost fragment of my heart, and making it back in one piece.The battle lies ahead, I'm afriad.Labels: heart, Me, qq, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Fragment of love
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Taking the faith in having this deep part of me healed, I'll bring myself into that place, where my inner demon will awake. A power growing stronger each day.I sincerely hope that I'll just take what that I need, and nothing more. I don't want to fall into that path of selfish indulgence, and I want to uphold that strict moral standards I have set for my life. As best that I can, I'll hope that I will not go pass the line, if not, without straying too far. Thank you so much for allowing me that place. If you really want the best for me, that please watch over me, and protect me from doing the wrong things. I know it'll be hard for you, but I hope you'll be able to see pass what I might become for what I lived for. What I held in truth, that would be ultimately good for me. Don't give in to my evil side, even if it seems good to do so.And you, my bestie. You know my ways, you know my heart. I ask that you'll keep me on track with what I need to do. I might resist a bit, but for every inch I deviate off please shoot me down. Don't allow my selfish side to take over. Kill me if you have to. I'd rather die that to live selfishly. I entrust my life into your hands alright.With this, I enter into that realm, of a past neglect, harbouring a long-time need, growing and manifesting as a hungry demon. With all I can, I'll do my best to hold it off, or if better, destroy it. And thus, I hope I'll be able to retrieve that lost fragment of my heart, and making it back in one piece.The battle lies ahead, I'm afriad.Labels: heart, Me, qq, thoughts
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