Baaa am not knowing why but I still feel a bit of melancholy. Just wanna stay my own corner and keep quiet, pretend that I'm invisible. Yet would I wish for people to come talk to me. Yet I don't really want to reply them. Lolz. Social relations can be quite a hassle at times.

And then best. Not really something I wanted but seems that my good friend is actually the cutting tool to my life. No, not cut as in the way you cut diamonds but the way you chisel rocks? Every now and then he chips a bit of my good feeling me without knowing, not that it's his fault, but just that he's the nemesis of my hidden personality and that quite sucks .___.

Hais, owells. that's why I dun like pro ppl, cause I really don't like being overshadowed by you, give me some space, I need a light of my own and heh, you're good I know, but you dun really have to stick your knife into me every now and then, telling me things I dun need to know. You're surpass me way lots in the already rare good things I have and now you're making me feel all useless...
And he's my good friend? o.o, lose a friend or suffer the pain. The latter I guess...

Oh and yups, sorry to all the peeps I've been cold-ish towards. I well just don't feel like talking too much, but nooo, doesnt mean I dun wan to talk to you, I just have nothing much to talk at times. But I'm still open to conversations =]

And then I need to become the most friendly guy on thursday. Open house + cell assimilation =]


secrets and proximity,
you win, I get it ok?
now buzz off while I stay here to sulk.

Labels: cell, EMO, frenz, Me

Baaa am not knowing why but I still feel a bit of melancholy. Just wanna stay my own corner and keep quiet, pretend that I'm invisible. Yet would I wish for people to come talk to me. Yet I don't really want to reply them. Lolz. Social relations can be quite a hassle at times.

And then best. Not really something I wanted but seems that my good friend is actually the cutting tool to my life. No, not cut as in the way you cut diamonds but the way you chisel rocks? Every now and then he chips a bit of my good feeling me without knowing, not that it's his fault, but just that he's the nemesis of my hidden personality and that quite sucks .___.

Hais, owells. that's why I dun like pro ppl, cause I really don't like being overshadowed by you, give me some space, I need a light of my own and heh, you're good I know, but you dun really have to stick your knife into me every now and then, telling me things I dun need to know. You're surpass me way lots in the already rare good things I have and now you're making me feel all useless...
And he's my good friend? o.o, lose a friend or suffer the pain. The latter I guess...

Oh and yups, sorry to all the peeps I've been cold-ish towards. I well just don't feel like talking too much, but nooo, doesnt mean I dun wan to talk to you, I just have nothing much to talk at times. But I'm still open to conversations =]

And then I need to become the most friendly guy on thursday. Open house + cell assimilation =]


secrets and proximity,
you win, I get it ok?
now buzz off while I stay here to sulk.

Labels: cell, EMO, frenz, Me