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There's a place out there for us
Friday, April 13, 2012
We can be the kings and queens of anything if we believe It's written in the stars that shine above A world where you and I belong Where faith and love will keep us strong Exactly who we are is just enough There's a place for us
What does it take to pursue someone? Actions come from intentions, and intentions come from one's heart. Is it me, or is it that I don't seem to find the sacrifice of chasing someone worth my inconvenience?
I hate to hear someone say there's no one there for them. I don't like it when someone's feeling lonely, and in that moment I want to tell them I'm here, I'll be here. And then I remember how my empty promise is going to add to the wounds. What makes people around me maintain close or intimate friendships with others?
Even though I tend to only appear when people are having troubles, I dearly and warmly enjoy the moments of seeing their smile back on their faces, or having their stress relieved. At the end of the day, I really am contented knowing I was there to make a moment in their lives a little better even if it was once in a blue moon.
I know there is more to a good friendship than just appearing selectively, I just don't know what to do after that. During certain moments of reflection, I dream of an ideal world where I can be friends with the many people I'd love to, being there whenever needed, keeping the happiness, the smiles, the strength, and that loneliness would be the last thing they know.
Sadly, even in the only thing I know how, I can't do it well or consistently. Sometimes I wish I could simply be a shadow so I need not have to worry about keeping up as a friend. I could quietly move about and yet still do good.
Being a friend is hard. I don't like it sometimes.
Labels: frenz, life, thoughts

Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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There's a place out there for us
Friday, April 13, 2012
We can be the kings and queens of anything if we believe It's written in the stars that shine above A world where you and I belong Where faith and love will keep us strong Exactly who we are is just enough There's a place for us
What does it take to pursue someone? Actions come from intentions, and intentions come from one's heart. Is it me, or is it that I don't seem to find the sacrifice of chasing someone worth my inconvenience?
I hate to hear someone say there's no one there for them. I don't like it when someone's feeling lonely, and in that moment I want to tell them I'm here, I'll be here. And then I remember how my empty promise is going to add to the wounds. What makes people around me maintain close or intimate friendships with others?
Even though I tend to only appear when people are having troubles, I dearly and warmly enjoy the moments of seeing their smile back on their faces, or having their stress relieved. At the end of the day, I really am contented knowing I was there to make a moment in their lives a little better even if it was once in a blue moon.
I know there is more to a good friendship than just appearing selectively, I just don't know what to do after that. During certain moments of reflection, I dream of an ideal world where I can be friends with the many people I'd love to, being there whenever needed, keeping the happiness, the smiles, the strength, and that loneliness would be the last thing they know.
Sadly, even in the only thing I know how, I can't do it well or consistently. Sometimes I wish I could simply be a shadow so I need not have to worry about keeping up as a friend. I could quietly move about and yet still do good.
Being a friend is hard. I don't like it sometimes.
Labels: frenz, life, thoughts
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