I'm sorry that something like that had to happen. I tried what I could yet it still did. Watching you go down that path deeper and deeper. Almost had to take an ultimatum but stopped at the final moment because I trusted you. But I guess we all make mistakes, some greatly regrettable. But the most important thing is that we learn from it. Or it'll just be another round of painful costs.
Then again, I'm still quite touched you would come to me. After almost betraying your trust on that extreme move, I'm glad I'm someone you can turn to. Being the preachy insensitive robot I a bit better with my irrational thought that I'm nothing to others. Me going down wasn't something I really wanted to, but I pushed myself to, to be a good and maybe true friend. I'm happy I managed that, and I hope I can do the same for my friends as well. To go further and improve as a better friend. Especially for those I've left behind.
Pity though, that valuable experience came with a price, and that I'll leave for another story.
Labels: frenz, love, memories, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai