The mood's kinda settling in. It's my final day of the holidays and I'll be starting intern next week. Filled with a lot of nervousness as well as worry as to what the new phase of life would entail. Kinda mellow atmosphere, decided to make use of the day meaningfully. Tidied the house, read a bit, went out to grab lunch, write a few nice things, before left missing the company of everyone in Zero Hour Camp.

Quite nervous in having to take on a professional role, but opposite to the typical carefree and unrestrained nature I often have. The responsibility is also greater, it's no longer just daily interaction with friends, but a service provided towards an organization and its clients.

At the same time, really afraid of losing the bonds made through the Hi Club family. Internships' gonna take up a lot of me time, including the precious Saturdays. By the time I'm home I'll probably be worn out. Knowing my style of not communicating much through msn, there's gonna be little chance of me visiting Hiclub often. With the new friendships made with the year one's all the more I wouldn't want to leave it. It's like this family feel once again that we briefly lost and now I gotta go. Just gonna hope everything falls into place, maybe I'll still get a chance to visit it.

I'll miss Hi club and all the people in it. I'll miss that one big family.

Now the purpose of the commandment is love from a pure heart, from a good conscience, and from sincere faith

Labels: hi club, life, thoughts

The mood's kinda settling in. It's my final day of the holidays and I'll be starting intern next week. Filled with a lot of nervousness as well as worry as to what the new phase of life would entail. Kinda mellow atmosphere, decided to make use of the day meaningfully. Tidied the house, read a bit, went out to grab lunch, write a few nice things, before left missing the company of everyone in Zero Hour Camp.

Quite nervous in having to take on a professional role, but opposite to the typical carefree and unrestrained nature I often have. The responsibility is also greater, it's no longer just daily interaction with friends, but a service provided towards an organization and its clients.

At the same time, really afraid of losing the bonds made through the Hi Club family. Internships' gonna take up a lot of me time, including the precious Saturdays. By the time I'm home I'll probably be worn out. Knowing my style of not communicating much through msn, there's gonna be little chance of me visiting Hiclub often. With the new friendships made with the year one's all the more I wouldn't want to leave it. It's like this family feel once again that we briefly lost and now I gotta go. Just gonna hope everything falls into place, maybe I'll still get a chance to visit it.

I'll miss Hi club and all the people in it. I'll miss that one big family.

Now the purpose of the commandment is love from a pure heart, from a good conscience, and from sincere faith

Labels: hi club, life, thoughts