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Straight Rejection
Friday, June 3, 2011
Its hard having to go through this I can barely keep a straight face. But as difficult as it might be, I've decided I'm not letting you go, nor will I dwell in childish behaviour and incessant wishing. I will fight for you, I will hold on to you. And I will wait, for you to open your doors again.At some point of time, I questioned my "love" for you. Why was I doing all that. To help you? Romance? Good feelings and benefits? Sadly, I couldn't find a definite answer. But it's been put to the test, and right now, I hope that all I will have will be a genuine pure love for you. And no, it's no longer about helping you, it's about you.Interestingly, I would say it would be my privilege to taste of the slightest bit of what You might have gone through. The tireless long suffering love, unfailing even in rejection or denial. Yet You silently whisper, waiting for the day they turn their hearts.And so will I wait, chastised and humbled by Your perfect example.Dear God, please love her through me and I'll love her through You.
Labels: God, love, qq, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Straight Rejection
Friday, June 3, 2011
Its hard having to go through this I can barely keep a straight face. But as difficult as it might be, I've decided I'm not letting you go, nor will I dwell in childish behaviour and incessant wishing. I will fight for you, I will hold on to you. And I will wait, for you to open your doors again.At some point of time, I questioned my "love" for you. Why was I doing all that. To help you? Romance? Good feelings and benefits? Sadly, I couldn't find a definite answer. But it's been put to the test, and right now, I hope that all I will have will be a genuine pure love for you. And no, it's no longer about helping you, it's about you.Interestingly, I would say it would be my privilege to taste of the slightest bit of what You might have gone through. The tireless long suffering love, unfailing even in rejection or denial. Yet You silently whisper, waiting for the day they turn their hearts.And so will I wait, chastised and humbled by Your perfect example.Dear God, please love her through me and I'll love her through You.
Labels: God, love, qq, thoughts
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