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Dreaming With You~~
Sunday, March 27, 2011
 Memories are kept while dreams are forgotten. But some dreams become memories that never are forgotten. The whole experience keeps playing out on a screen. The line blurring between reality and fantasy. It's like a dream, but unlike the typical one, it isn't vague. Every detail, every arc of the story, every start, every beginning.
Every now and then, the scenes invade my mind and I'm transported back to where we were. It brings me a sweet feeling, yet accompanied by a pain of its realness of impossibility. Every moment was so surreal, yet the touch of you kept me drawn in. To be able to experience so many things I've always longed to know and have.
Yet it pains every time I think of it. It hurts more that it's real, and not part of my imagination, but it was made like a dream; with an end, when you wake up and everything's gone.
But I have this habit, I like to laze around in bed, thinking about the dream, and perhaps continuing the story in my semi-conscious state. In fact, I've successfully done it many times. This time, I wished I could have a good ending to it. To be with you to reminisce through the dream together. It was a lovely moment for me, I wondered if it was for you. I've never shared a dream with someone before, and to know what the dream was like for you. All before I wake up from it.
I’d love to know what it was for you. That it would be something meaningful and special to you as well. Something your heart took comfort in. I wish that after all that’s been in your life, perhaps this could give you some resolve. And I don’t want you to think for me, I want you to just think of yourself as who you are and fully grasp the essence of this moment. I may never have the chance to ever see this end again. And I can only take the faith that it was something for you.
But well, maybe you didn't want to dream. And this mustn't make this only about me. It's painfully sad but everything to end abruptly like that but I should stop thinking only about myself. It's hard to let go of this dream and its ending with you. Maybe I wont ever be understood by anyone but that's just one of the price of sacrifice. But painful as it is, for you, I'll keep it as my own secrets. From you, from anyone. And this secret shall be my joy and burden, for as long before it withers.
You don't have to tell me to forget it. I'll eventually forget it somehow. Dreams like these linger on indefinitely until triggered to remembrance. Every moment spent is something dear to my heart, whatever way it was. You can't make me forget it, only time can. But for as long as destiny allows, you'll be the girl of my heart, til the day I lose every bit of you.
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you
If I could just hold you
Tonight
Labels: heart, memories, qq, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Dreaming With You~~
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Memories are kept while dreams are forgotten. But some dreams become memories that never are forgotten. The whole experience keeps playing out on a screen. The line blurring between reality and fantasy. It's like a dream, but unlike the typical one, it isn't vague. Every detail, every arc of the story, every start, every beginning.
Every now and then, the scenes invade my mind and I'm transported back to where we were. It brings me a sweet feeling, yet accompanied by a pain of its realness of impossibility. Every moment was so surreal, yet the touch of you kept me drawn in. To be able to experience so many things I've always longed to know and have.
Yet it pains every time I think of it. It hurts more that it's real, and not part of my imagination, but it was made like a dream; with an end, when you wake up and everything's gone.
But I have this habit, I like to laze around in bed, thinking about the dream, and perhaps continuing the story in my semi-conscious state. In fact, I've successfully done it many times. This time, I wished I could have a good ending to it. To be with you to reminisce through the dream together. It was a lovely moment for me, I wondered if it was for you. I've never shared a dream with someone before, and to know what the dream was like for you. All before I wake up from it.
I’d love to know what it was for you. That it would be something meaningful and special to you as well. Something your heart took comfort in. I wish that after all that’s been in your life, perhaps this could give you some resolve. And I don’t want you to think for me, I want you to just think of yourself as who you are and fully grasp the essence of this moment. I may never have the chance to ever see this end again. And I can only take the faith that it was something for you.
But well, maybe you didn't want to dream. And this mustn't make this only about me. It's painfully sad but everything to end abruptly like that but I should stop thinking only about myself. It's hard to let go of this dream and its ending with you. Maybe I wont ever be understood by anyone but that's just one of the price of sacrifice. But painful as it is, for you, I'll keep it as my own secrets. From you, from anyone. And this secret shall be my joy and burden, for as long before it withers.
You don't have to tell me to forget it. I'll eventually forget it somehow. Dreams like these linger on indefinitely until triggered to remembrance. Every moment spent is something dear to my heart, whatever way it was. You can't make me forget it, only time can. But for as long as destiny allows, you'll be the girl of my heart, til the day I lose every bit of you.
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you
If I could just hold you
Tonight
Labels: heart, memories, qq, thoughts
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