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Happy Birthday Nico
Friday, January 14, 2011

Haha wow. It's my birthday today.

To be honest, I forget about it at times, even until 15 minutes before when Huiqi asked if I'm excited. haha owells xP

Oh and nice =.= My mom forgot what age I am and wrote happy 18th birthday. LOL. in the end. my present wrapped in tissue. Got a new wallet. Gonna have to get to use to having a 2nd item in my pocket now .__. Lived without a wallet for 6 months and lol. feels pretty comfortable xD

Anyway. As I compare last year to this year. It's been quite a change. I've grown quite lot. Heh, also that last year I kinda spent birthday feeling alone. And today, I'm learning to receive love by the heck lots of spamming birthday wishes around me =)

Kinda not used to have so much fanfare about me. Been seeing myself as invaluable to others. But as for now, I'm learning, but i'll say hahax, I'm glad I'm being selfless-ish because I think I'm not focusing myself. Even if it's for my birthday. And well, it does feel nice, but =) I like that I'm doing something for someone instead hahax. But yea xD opening myself to receive the heart people take into having me, and making my day special.

Wanna say thanks to a certain few people who went out of their way to do something. Appreciate it a lot. Seems like some people are up to something but lol. I shall not speculate nor expect. =P

Oh, and heh. Hais. I don't really like it, but now my facebook wall is pretty much wiped out by the number of wishes. I kinda prefer my wall to be about me, my statuses, my pictures, wall posts and lol, with the amount of wishes, it's gonna take me a whole lot of clicking on "older posts" to see my past again.

But well. I'm gonna take this as a lesson. The past is gone, and somewhat irretrievable. Shall begin on a new fresh sheet of paper. Shalln't look back but move forward with much growth and victory. ^^ gonna make this a good year.

AND

Well people keep asking me how I'm gonna celebrate my birthday. Shhh, its supposed to be a secret because I shouldn't be boasting, but I'ma write it here to encourage you all =)

I'm gonna do something special this birthday. Something that I normally don't dare do.

Gonna celebrate my birthday by being honest and confessing O.O I want to take time to say something to everyone. Something meaningful, something nice to encourage them, to affirm them, to appreciate them. Just a simple something for people to be loved =D

Haha. Pretty contradictory thing to do on my birthday. To be the one giving. But I really like the idea. Some of them have replied in awkwardness to me hahaha xD

But I'm gonna do all these, to let people know and experience selflessness in action of giving as well as to take time to love the people around me. ^^

And dang. I shall make it a point that my messages to people will outnumber my birthday wishes. Currently Im at 4 messages to 88 wishes... Dam far behind... HAHA Hope tmr wont spend too much time feeling awkward.

Thank you to everyone.

As I blew out the flame of the birthday cake, I silently whispered my birthday wish. "Make me more like You, make me more Christ-like. Make me a vessel of Your love." ^^ *blows*

And more importantly. Thank you God,

for who I am, and your never failing love. Today marks the anniversary You brought me to this world, and that I'll am and will continue to be an everlasting impact to all around me, because You first loved me.

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