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Making every moment count
Friday, December 10, 2010
Once again this time of the year brings a whole lot of contemplation.With a new year just round the corner, I often look back, and look through the years of my life, reflecting on what life has been.You know, I really really, don't want year 2012 to come. Not because the world doomed to end there lol, but I don't want to see the day where I take my last step out from Poly, with nothing but memories, as we all part ways, entering the next phase of our lives.Everything from this season, one that has impacted my life in so many ways, from growth, to healing, acceptance, wisdom, miracles, friends, passion, community, love, depression, goals, altruism, life, depression, good hearts, struggling ones, impact, guidance, respect, morals and a whole heck lot more. This 2 years, has been such a great time in every measure possible.So to me, having to put all this behind, my passion for sign language, and friends, those true friends I've met, the miracles of my lost hope, and newer ones for me to explore and understand. I don't know how I'll be able to leave all this behind, and move on. Maybe I'll break down? Having to enter Uni, will I lose everything that I have now? Would I be the only one moving my hand in weird contortions unrecognizable to anyone else? Will I be able to find like minded friends, and being able to connect to them in a deeper manner? Would I find myself a community of people with just as awesome hearts as those that I know now? Will I be able to rebuild everything and all the valuables.It kinda makes me wonder in life, all the different phases we go through, primary, secondary school. Now poly, and in the future, Uni, and the working life. All the different experiences and memories we take with us along the way. What do they mean? That old man who walks pass me, what's his life like when he was our age? What we're gonna be like when we're old?I think, I don't really want to end things, I dun mind having it on replay. But life has to move on doesn't it. But I think, endless worrying about the future would be a complete waste of time and energy, when right now there's the present for me to be in. So yea, quit all the thoughts, and jus live for the present, with the future in mind. Cherish every moment, making them count.Don't wait till it's too late, sometimes, life just doesn't grant you that second chance.Labels: frenz, memories, School, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Making every moment count
Friday, December 10, 2010
Once again this time of the year brings a whole lot of contemplation.With a new year just round the corner, I often look back, and look through the years of my life, reflecting on what life has been.You know, I really really, don't want year 2012 to come. Not because the world doomed to end there lol, but I don't want to see the day where I take my last step out from Poly, with nothing but memories, as we all part ways, entering the next phase of our lives.Everything from this season, one that has impacted my life in so many ways, from growth, to healing, acceptance, wisdom, miracles, friends, passion, community, love, depression, goals, altruism, life, depression, good hearts, struggling ones, impact, guidance, respect, morals and a whole heck lot more. This 2 years, has been such a great time in every measure possible.So to me, having to put all this behind, my passion for sign language, and friends, those true friends I've met, the miracles of my lost hope, and newer ones for me to explore and understand. I don't know how I'll be able to leave all this behind, and move on. Maybe I'll break down? Having to enter Uni, will I lose everything that I have now? Would I be the only one moving my hand in weird contortions unrecognizable to anyone else? Will I be able to find like minded friends, and being able to connect to them in a deeper manner? Would I find myself a community of people with just as awesome hearts as those that I know now? Will I be able to rebuild everything and all the valuables.It kinda makes me wonder in life, all the different phases we go through, primary, secondary school. Now poly, and in the future, Uni, and the working life. All the different experiences and memories we take with us along the way. What do they mean? That old man who walks pass me, what's his life like when he was our age? What we're gonna be like when we're old?I think, I don't really want to end things, I dun mind having it on replay. But life has to move on doesn't it. But I think, endless worrying about the future would be a complete waste of time and energy, when right now there's the present for me to be in. So yea, quit all the thoughts, and jus live for the present, with the future in mind. Cherish every moment, making them count.Don't wait till it's too late, sometimes, life just doesn't grant you that second chance.Labels: frenz, memories, School, thoughts
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