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Hope Beyond The Pain - Bear Bear
Thursday, August 19, 2010

In dedication to an awesome and inspirational friend in my life.

Haha wow Zhi Xiong, I'm truly grateful and blessed to have a friend like you. The times where our hearts connected somehow, in a deep way. A similarity that pulled us together like lost friends.
Both in experiences, but more beautifully so, in ideals and goals in life.

To know that there's someone out there, faced with a multitude of troubles and issues, and yet instead of wallowing in a pit of self pity and despair like most would have, you are actively fighting them, overcoming them, not allowing them to take you down in life. The way you put up a relentless fight, against the odds, against your human self, and to give to others the best you can. Lacking, yet giving; unloved yet loving. A pursuit of altruism, a conquest of selflessness, an aim to give as much as you can to others. Even with the actions.

And that's what differentiates you and me. You do not just live life by such ideal thoughts, but even in the midst of your own internal struggles, you open up a window to reach out to the people around you, the kids you teach, the people you volunteer for, and as well as the friends and people around you. I can only catch a glimpse of your true tremendous efforts that you put in to do such feats, but it really is such an inspiration to me.

I'm amazed by your strength, your determination, your will, your life, your actions and most importantly, your heart. A heart with much pain and hurts, but even with each throb of agony, you bleed for the people; you bleed for the good of others.

I once wrote an essay on heroes. Heroes in the daily lives, hidden to our sight. A patient smiling despite his diagnosis of a terminal illness. A single mother who makes untold sacrifices for her beloved children. People who put their lives on the line just to make sure we're all safe. And now, I'm thinking, people who are struggling inside, yet they make the best of their own world of ruins, forgoing their own selfish necessities, to provide others a hope, even beyond the pain. It's people like you, I'd like to call, a hero.

Thank you ZhiXiong, for being in my life, for sharing much of your own wisdom, aspirations and your own life as an example and inspiration to me. I thank God for sending me a comrade, I thank God for giving me this honour of meeting a hero like you.

We will fight on. I know we'll have the victory.

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