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My Creed of True Friendship
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Heh, this is amazing. You know, after all the time thinking of what a lousy and useless friend I could be, I have finally proven myself to be capable of true friendship. Complained a while back that no one ever revealed anything to me, everyone seemed so fine and peaceful. And boo yea, I've been let in to one of her biggest and darkest secrets and I'm totally mind blown by the magnitude of it. But lolz, I'm thankful and shiiiiitz, I've got some work to do man. It's now my responsibility to be a part of it ever since I was knew her secret.Never have I been so concern over someone. Neither have I cared so much, to the extent of sacrificing part of myself, conscience, and every moral right to help her, even if she hates me for it. My heart has been heavy over the words she revealed to me, but I'm glad, that I am able to be someone for her. She may be going down the wrong path, and I believe she knows it too. Some people would 'kill' her, abandon her, maybe even condemn her. but hey, thankfully so, that with a gift of empathy, I'm able to stand there for her. True, I cant stop her, but at least I know I have thoroughly gave it my 100% without holding back in my part to prevent her from going there. And I know I'll still have 100% for her if she needs my help.My soul is in despair for your well being. Please, please do not do it. I can only say, you will not like nor enjoy it. Emptiness will fill your life. The consequences are unimaginable but unbearable as well. My soul cries out for you.But don't be afraid if you do end up taking that path. We all make mistakes. You know its a mistake. But the temptation is seriously greater than ever. That I know. I fought that battle countless times, with little victory. But do note that, I'll always, always, be here for you whenever you need me.I'll always be here for you no matter what. Always. Whether you've made the mistake or not, I'll be here waiting for you, I'll make it your safe haven. Because I'm your friend. Always.and you, sha ya tou, I know you'll see this. You too alrites ^^Labels: frenz, Me, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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My Creed of True Friendship
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Heh, this is amazing. You know, after all the time thinking of what a lousy and useless friend I could be, I have finally proven myself to be capable of true friendship. Complained a while back that no one ever revealed anything to me, everyone seemed so fine and peaceful. And boo yea, I've been let in to one of her biggest and darkest secrets and I'm totally mind blown by the magnitude of it. But lolz, I'm thankful and shiiiiitz, I've got some work to do man. It's now my responsibility to be a part of it ever since I was knew her secret.Never have I been so concern over someone. Neither have I cared so much, to the extent of sacrificing part of myself, conscience, and every moral right to help her, even if she hates me for it. My heart has been heavy over the words she revealed to me, but I'm glad, that I am able to be someone for her. She may be going down the wrong path, and I believe she knows it too. Some people would 'kill' her, abandon her, maybe even condemn her. but hey, thankfully so, that with a gift of empathy, I'm able to stand there for her. True, I cant stop her, but at least I know I have thoroughly gave it my 100% without holding back in my part to prevent her from going there. And I know I'll still have 100% for her if she needs my help.My soul is in despair for your well being. Please, please do not do it. I can only say, you will not like nor enjoy it. Emptiness will fill your life. The consequences are unimaginable but unbearable as well. My soul cries out for you.But don't be afraid if you do end up taking that path. We all make mistakes. You know its a mistake. But the temptation is seriously greater than ever. That I know. I fought that battle countless times, with little victory. But do note that, I'll always, always, be here for you whenever you need me.I'll always be here for you no matter what. Always. Whether you've made the mistake or not, I'll be here waiting for you, I'll make it your safe haven. Because I'm your friend. Always.and you, sha ya tou, I know you'll see this. You too alrites ^^Labels: frenz, Me, thoughts
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