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My Creed of True Friendship
Sunday, May 2, 2010

Heh, this is amazing. You know, after all the time thinking of what a lousy and useless friend I could be, I have finally proven myself to be capable of true friendship. Complained a while back that no one ever revealed anything to me, everyone seemed so fine and peaceful. And boo yea, I've been let in to one of her biggest and darkest secrets and I'm totally mind blown by the magnitude of it. But lolz, I'm thankful and shiiiiitz, I've got some work to do man. It's now my responsibility to be a part of it ever since I was knew her secret.

Never have I been so concern over someone. Neither have I cared so much, to the extent of sacrificing part of myself, conscience, and every moral right to help her, even if she hates me for it. My heart has been heavy over the words she revealed to me, but I'm glad, that I am able to be someone for her.

She may be going down the wrong path, and I believe she knows it too. Some people would 'kill' her, abandon her, maybe even condemn her. but hey, thankfully so, that with a gift of empathy, I'm able to stand there for her. True, I cant stop her, but at least I know I have thoroughly gave it my 100% without holding back in my part to prevent her from going there. And I know I'll still have 100% for her if she needs my help.

My soul is in despair for your well being. Please, please do not do it. I can only say, you will not like nor enjoy it. Emptiness will fill your life. The consequences are unimaginable but unbearable as well. My soul cries out for you.

But don't be afraid if you do end up taking that path. We all make mistakes. You know its a mistake. But the temptation is seriously greater than ever. That I know. I fought that battle countless times, with little victory. But do note that, I'll always, always, be here for you whenever you need me.

I'll always be here for you no matter what. Always. Whether you've made the mistake or not, I'll be here waiting for you, I'll make it your safe haven. Because I'm your friend. Always.

and you, sha ya tou, I know you'll see this. You too alrites ^^

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