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Short Fuse
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Hohoho, nice receiving encouragement from the people around =) Thanks and yeaps, I know I know, I'm gonna be a friend in my own special kind of way ^^And lolz all at you anonymous taggers with your comments =) Always wondering who's ever reading my blog but yea, keep commenting haha, me likes them =DAnywayz, shall move on to the next learning chapter of my life. Seems recently I have been highly intolerable, I'm easily pissed off by people some how. Or maybe specifically so by certain people. But nooooote. It's not them irritating me, I'm just with short fuses around this people and I have no idea why. I'm guessing it's a restlessness within my soul of the stray away from God but interestingly so why only these few people. In fact, people I was previously nice to.but yea, I'm taking this as another lesson to learn, one of patience, tolerance and long suffering. I'm a fairly amicable for those who know me and blowing up isn't one of my thing unless you step on certain landmines. Then you can kthxbyenoob already. bwuahaha, but yea, so i seek the understanding of those around me, if I ever blow up on you, or the kind of "RAWR CAN YOU SHUT UP AND GO AWAY" vibe, I hope you can understand it's just some sort of weirdish moment for me, so please don't take it to heart.To all friends, I'll state my apologies here. Sorry Huiqi, sorry for being a direct victim of my outbursts. I'll sincerely tell you, it really really really has nothing to do with you. I'm sorry if it made you feel awkward or hurt in any way, please please please understand that it's some life lesson I'm somehow going thru and I still wanna be your friend, but erms, either you try standing alone for some time (it's good for you to learn that too) or you just come find me but dun take all my RAWRish reactions to heart ._.Sorrrrry mom, for shouting, yelling and giving that unhappy attitude. Thanks for your understanding and constant prayers for me =) I'm sure I'll become a better person through this ^^Labels: frenz, Me, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Short Fuse
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Hohoho, nice receiving encouragement from the people around =) Thanks and yeaps, I know I know, I'm gonna be a friend in my own special kind of way ^^And lolz all at you anonymous taggers with your comments =) Always wondering who's ever reading my blog but yea, keep commenting haha, me likes them =DAnywayz, shall move on to the next learning chapter of my life. Seems recently I have been highly intolerable, I'm easily pissed off by people some how. Or maybe specifically so by certain people. But nooooote. It's not them irritating me, I'm just with short fuses around this people and I have no idea why. I'm guessing it's a restlessness within my soul of the stray away from God but interestingly so why only these few people. In fact, people I was previously nice to.but yea, I'm taking this as another lesson to learn, one of patience, tolerance and long suffering. I'm a fairly amicable for those who know me and blowing up isn't one of my thing unless you step on certain landmines. Then you can kthxbyenoob already. bwuahaha, but yea, so i seek the understanding of those around me, if I ever blow up on you, or the kind of "RAWR CAN YOU SHUT UP AND GO AWAY" vibe, I hope you can understand it's just some sort of weirdish moment for me, so please don't take it to heart.To all friends, I'll state my apologies here. Sorry Huiqi, sorry for being a direct victim of my outbursts. I'll sincerely tell you, it really really really has nothing to do with you. I'm sorry if it made you feel awkward or hurt in any way, please please please understand that it's some life lesson I'm somehow going thru and I still wanna be your friend, but erms, either you try standing alone for some time (it's good for you to learn that too) or you just come find me but dun take all my RAWRish reactions to heart ._.Sorrrrry mom, for shouting, yelling and giving that unhappy attitude. Thanks for your understanding and constant prayers for me =) I'm sure I'll become a better person through this ^^Labels: frenz, Me, thoughts
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