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Green Grass and Last
Friday, April 30, 2010
Hey hey, Haha, it's been nice having people around encouraging me. Quite unexpected =P start on with random stuff first. Omg, gg. The wounds from me ice skating, all the scalp tearing off but not coming off that kind. The edges all come off liao but the middle still stuck =,= zzz. Got sianed of it and decided to tear it out and ooolala, now got 2 holes on my leg. The wound is curve in one. zzz Please do not leave any ugly scar... On both legs some more.HiClub instructing's gonna start soon. Interesting to see the power game progress. I wan me class to be awesomez stuff. Good that I have some people I know so it wont be too awkward for me myself to be talking to the peeps. Know one camper as well so can bully her hehex >=D 2 from Hi-O and some acquaintances as well. kekeke.Been mixin around with some new peeps. Labelled as a "crazy stalker" after a prank gone bad. LOLOLOLOL. Not bad sia, first time ppl call me up to tell me i'm a crazy stalker. Was bored and then yz decided to msg her fren with my phone as well as some creepy messages and wheee, she freaked out when this "stranger" knew 101 things and with weird messages as well. HA. Not bad, got to make a new friend thru this as well ^^Friends. Gonna try learning how to be a friend. Began talking to some friends to try maintain contact. Hard but I'ma try my best ^^Alrities then, shall get on with my thoughts. The grass is green in my field. The grass seems greener on the other side though.Ha. Contentment/Sastisfaction/Thanksgiving/Expectations.Been feeling the grass is ever greener on the other side, a more enthu grp, more bonded gl's, smarter group mates, fun-ner friends, cmon, I could list a whole bunch of stuff to prove the grass is greener on the other side. Buuuut. I also did post a write up on how i should be happy with my own grass. Time to put that into application.hmm, I'm sure to most of us, the grass always seems greener on the other side. People's situations just seem much better to be in. Why cant we have things that way too? Why can't life be like his/hers. But the problem with greener grass is that there is no 'greenest' grass. Person A covets person B's life. Person B also covets Person A's life. in the end, we're liking someone else's life while someone out there wishes for our life.The colour green is a spectrum of shades. Every green appears greener than the previous last. I think it applies to life as well. Each of us have our own patch of green grass, with it's own unique shade for our own fulfillment. Many people would willingly give up their own grass to have a taste of others, but they suddenly feel the new grass isn't to their liking and then they move on, and in the continuous search for greener grass, lose everything they have and had.and often when they realized their folly. They're probably wondered off somewhere far away like Greenland, maybe they've got the greenest grass there. lolol stupid lousy pun. ._.But ya lor, each patch of grass is msot suited for us, and tasteless, bland, bitter, sweet or inedible as it is, it's the perfect formula to our life. One suited to help us grow, and nourish us with certain experiences to help to develop. Develop character, ideals, values and attitudes, things essential to the uniqueness of life. That's why those who patiently slug through their own difficulties with courage end up being the winners. They say "nice guys finish last." Sure, in the world's context we'll prolly finish last, but I'm sure we've more things to gain then the first. The first loses himself to gain the world, the attention, fame and all that. But the last one comes in with perseverance, and not only gains the development and experiences but I think more importantly so, has his focus on what's right and does not lose himself in the process. Last they may be, but through time's test they will stand.okayz, I shall end here. Dear me, please be content with the things you have, and use them for the best benefit of both the people around and the saneness of my soul. I don't know if this makes any sense. I'm writing with a dead zombiefied brain from fatigue. Whoots. Nite nites peeps.I hope I'm not the one, yet secretly I wish I am. Damn
Is it possible for someone like me?Am I even worthy of another's heart? =x
Labels: frenz, hi club, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Green Grass and Last
Friday, April 30, 2010
Hey hey, Haha, it's been nice having people around encouraging me. Quite unexpected =P start on with random stuff first. Omg, gg. The wounds from me ice skating, all the scalp tearing off but not coming off that kind. The edges all come off liao but the middle still stuck =,= zzz. Got sianed of it and decided to tear it out and ooolala, now got 2 holes on my leg. The wound is curve in one. zzz Please do not leave any ugly scar... On both legs some more.HiClub instructing's gonna start soon. Interesting to see the power game progress. I wan me class to be awesomez stuff. Good that I have some people I know so it wont be too awkward for me myself to be talking to the peeps. Know one camper as well so can bully her hehex >=D 2 from Hi-O and some acquaintances as well. kekeke.Been mixin around with some new peeps. Labelled as a "crazy stalker" after a prank gone bad. LOLOLOLOL. Not bad sia, first time ppl call me up to tell me i'm a crazy stalker. Was bored and then yz decided to msg her fren with my phone as well as some creepy messages and wheee, she freaked out when this "stranger" knew 101 things and with weird messages as well. HA. Not bad, got to make a new friend thru this as well ^^Friends. Gonna try learning how to be a friend. Began talking to some friends to try maintain contact. Hard but I'ma try my best ^^Alrities then, shall get on with my thoughts. The grass is green in my field. The grass seems greener on the other side though.Ha. Contentment/Sastisfaction/Thanksgiving/Expectations.Been feeling the grass is ever greener on the other side, a more enthu grp, more bonded gl's, smarter group mates, fun-ner friends, cmon, I could list a whole bunch of stuff to prove the grass is greener on the other side. Buuuut. I also did post a write up on how i should be happy with my own grass. Time to put that into application.hmm, I'm sure to most of us, the grass always seems greener on the other side. People's situations just seem much better to be in. Why cant we have things that way too? Why can't life be like his/hers. But the problem with greener grass is that there is no 'greenest' grass. Person A covets person B's life. Person B also covets Person A's life. in the end, we're liking someone else's life while someone out there wishes for our life.The colour green is a spectrum of shades. Every green appears greener than the previous last. I think it applies to life as well. Each of us have our own patch of green grass, with it's own unique shade for our own fulfillment. Many people would willingly give up their own grass to have a taste of others, but they suddenly feel the new grass isn't to their liking and then they move on, and in the continuous search for greener grass, lose everything they have and had.and often when they realized their folly. They're probably wondered off somewhere far away like Greenland, maybe they've got the greenest grass there. lolol stupid lousy pun. ._.But ya lor, each patch of grass is msot suited for us, and tasteless, bland, bitter, sweet or inedible as it is, it's the perfect formula to our life. One suited to help us grow, and nourish us with certain experiences to help to develop. Develop character, ideals, values and attitudes, things essential to the uniqueness of life. That's why those who patiently slug through their own difficulties with courage end up being the winners. They say "nice guys finish last." Sure, in the world's context we'll prolly finish last, but I'm sure we've more things to gain then the first. The first loses himself to gain the world, the attention, fame and all that. But the last one comes in with perseverance, and not only gains the development and experiences but I think more importantly so, has his focus on what's right and does not lose himself in the process. Last they may be, but through time's test they will stand.okayz, I shall end here. Dear me, please be content with the things you have, and use them for the best benefit of both the people around and the saneness of my soul. I don't know if this makes any sense. I'm writing with a dead zombiefied brain from fatigue. Whoots. Nite nites peeps.I hope I'm not the one, yet secretly I wish I am. Damn
Is it possible for someone like me?Am I even worthy of another's heart? =x
Labels: frenz, hi club, thoughts
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