Today was owells O.O
Had to decided between my fren’s 21st birthday picnic or go find a fren that wants to meet me.
I dunno if its was the right choice but, I didn’t attend the party,
Was kinda met with lotsa difficulties.
But heh, owells, maybe something good might come out of it.

Hours later…
I’m just sitting in the park by myself, listening a song on repeat and reading up old chat logs.
Cause I have no being here. Wondered if I made the right choice. Especially after all the trouble, and it going unnoticed, because it wasn’t even necessary (to them) in the first place. That’s quite what life is about anyway. Some time out to myself then. Without the internet.

Back to the chat logs.

Those were the good times. The memories, so vivid and clear, like as though I was living in it. All the laughter, the joy, the jokes, the four of us. I just kept reading, totally immersed and absorbed. Got so drawn in, for that 10 minutes, it felt like I went back to the past.

Until when I woke up from random sounds that I wondered “What am I doing here?” and then to realize that those were only memories.

Well certainly, things have changed, people progressed but well, life is an ongoing season. People come, people go. Relationships make and break. Just gotta be the best of what I can and who I am.

Owells I guess I will be heading home now.

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Failure is never the end
Never.
The only true failure is if one dies without learning from it.
Because after every failure, no matter the time, comes a point of resolute.
And then, one grows.

And that my friend, is when you will become stronger.
I know you will.

Labels: frenz, Me, memories, thoughts

Today was owells O.O
Had to decided between my fren’s 21st birthday picnic or go find a fren that wants to meet me.
I dunno if its was the right choice but, I didn’t attend the party,
Was kinda met with lotsa difficulties.
But heh, owells, maybe something good might come out of it.

Hours later…
I’m just sitting in the park by myself, listening a song on repeat and reading up old chat logs.
Cause I have no being here. Wondered if I made the right choice. Especially after all the trouble, and it going unnoticed, because it wasn’t even necessary (to them) in the first place. That’s quite what life is about anyway. Some time out to myself then. Without the internet.

Back to the chat logs.

Those were the good times. The memories, so vivid and clear, like as though I was living in it. All the laughter, the joy, the jokes, the four of us. I just kept reading, totally immersed and absorbed. Got so drawn in, for that 10 minutes, it felt like I went back to the past.

Until when I woke up from random sounds that I wondered “What am I doing here?” and then to realize that those were only memories.

Well certainly, things have changed, people progressed but well, life is an ongoing season. People come, people go. Relationships make and break. Just gotta be the best of what I can and who I am.

Owells I guess I will be heading home now.

---

Failure is never the end
Never.
The only true failure is if one dies without learning from it.
Because after every failure, no matter the time, comes a point of resolute.
And then, one grows.

And that my friend, is when you will become stronger.
I know you will.

Labels: frenz, Me, memories, thoughts