I suddenly come to realize that this whole talk from you all that I'll be accepted for who I am is
BULLSHIT

You bombard me with endless talk telling me,
"Oh its important to be who you are. Real frens will accept you"

Oh really? and so when I become who I am, people frown.
Really, what happened to all your talk.

Time and time again.
I refused to believe you
Because when I did
I only got contempt in return.

And so I hid that part of me,
keeping it from all your eyes
so that you would like me
and you do.

Then you tell me,
you don't know me
you tell me to open up
you tell me to open my deeply scarred heart

Time and time again.
I refused to believe you
Others told me they wouldn't mind
in the end they did.

When I finally opened up,
trusting that you were special
that you wudnt hurt me like the rest
But you did.

But I loved you,
I wanted you.
and so I closed the world inside me
to be that person you want.

Time and time again.
the world tells me, "Be yourself"
but all I see are lies
And you told me, "Trust me"

---

Do you see how that dam f***ing cycle that plays around with my already hurting heart with all your f***ing lies goes?

Stop telling me all this if you f***ing dun mean it. Talk is cheap.

And stop telling me I'm so 'unknown' when all the things you f***ing wanna know and accept are the 'good' things.

Because to you, I'm just a friend. To me, you're more than a friend. And when you abuse my trust like that, you just think its me being emo, without you knowing the things I've been through.

To some of you out there. This is the f***king reason why I do not believe in real friends. You may have them. I dont.

And don't f***king tell me I should be me, because when I do, you are the very one that turns away.

Oh ,if you think you do, think again. Hard.

All this simply because, I don't believe in fairytales.


Edit:
On a much lighter and calmer note,
I just wanted to tell you, when you tell someone you'll accept him/her for who they are, mean it. Because if you cant do it, then dun say it. Really. And those who think they can, think hard. Because in reality, most of you don't, and cant do it.

Coz life isn't just a joke and toying with people's heart ain't right.

Labels: EMO, frenz, Me

I suddenly come to realize that this whole talk from you all that I'll be accepted for who I am is
BULLSHIT

You bombard me with endless talk telling me,
"Oh its important to be who you are. Real frens will accept you"

Oh really? and so when I become who I am, people frown.
Really, what happened to all your talk.

Time and time again.
I refused to believe you
Because when I did
I only got contempt in return.

And so I hid that part of me,
keeping it from all your eyes
so that you would like me
and you do.

Then you tell me,
you don't know me
you tell me to open up
you tell me to open my deeply scarred heart

Time and time again.
I refused to believe you
Others told me they wouldn't mind
in the end they did.

When I finally opened up,
trusting that you were special
that you wudnt hurt me like the rest
But you did.

But I loved you,
I wanted you.
and so I closed the world inside me
to be that person you want.

Time and time again.
the world tells me, "Be yourself"
but all I see are lies
And you told me, "Trust me"

---

Do you see how that dam f***ing cycle that plays around with my already hurting heart with all your f***ing lies goes?

Stop telling me all this if you f***ing dun mean it. Talk is cheap.

And stop telling me I'm so 'unknown' when all the things you f***ing wanna know and accept are the 'good' things.

Because to you, I'm just a friend. To me, you're more than a friend. And when you abuse my trust like that, you just think its me being emo, without you knowing the things I've been through.

To some of you out there. This is the f***king reason why I do not believe in real friends. You may have them. I dont.

And don't f***king tell me I should be me, because when I do, you are the very one that turns away.

Oh ,if you think you do, think again. Hard.

All this simply because, I don't believe in fairytales.


Edit:
On a much lighter and calmer note,
I just wanted to tell you, when you tell someone you'll accept him/her for who they are, mean it. Because if you cant do it, then dun say it. Really. And those who think they can, think hard. Because in reality, most of you don't, and cant do it.

Coz life isn't just a joke and toying with people's heart ain't right.

Labels: EMO, frenz, Me