Sometimes, I think so much that I end up not wanting to write anything, which is worse right, since I lose the memories of these precious moments forever. Sighz, months of thoughts gone. Gotta learn to keep things simple.
Life isn't good for me now. Everything is going well though, top 3 in my platoon, best knowledge, top 10 in wing. But all in all, I've lost touch with life, I feel empty and adrift, with no meaning and life in everything I do.
Trying hard to get myself back, but it seems like I lost it. The person I was, or that which I thought myself to be. Now it's just the ugly, isolated, lifeless me.
Labels: God, life
Something I'll need to learn to do, to truly care for a friend's problem just as I would for mine, maybe then I'll too become a better friend.
Labels: frenz
Darren Nico Pillai