Honestly, I want to do it. It plays on my mind everyday, wishing to be bale to. And I hate myself for saying no. But...
I've made enough mistakes and done enough harm.
For a moment of selfgratification now will only lead to greater regrets in the future. And if I was truly sorry, and if I truly care, I shouldn't indulge myself in this. As much as it hurts now, better a small hurt now than a big hurt in the future.
I made the better choice, it wasn't easy. It's a painful sacrifice for a better future for us. Maybe you won't see it now, but I hope in time you'll understand.
别一错再错。到时多少的后悔和内疚也无法弥补所做的伤害。
Labels: life, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai