Flying off to Israel tmr for 10 days. Hope I dun suffer from claustrophobic restraint in my 10 hour flight. Gonna get to visit the places in biblical text, enter into a history relived. Not sure what it's going to be like but going with open expectations.
At the same time, feeling sort of uncomfortable. Going overseas is fun, though thr always this part of me that's reluctant to leave. Hais. I think I'm just afraid of losing what I hav now. Like when I'm back, things will change. Or getting left behind, as everyone progresses ahead while I'm absent.
I'm scared of losing everyone.
Labels: life, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai