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A new year, a new slate.
Saturday, January 14, 2012

Happy Birthday to me. Quite tired to write something long and thoughtful but ahwells.

One thing that bugs me on birthdays is getting my facebook wall flooded with wishes. I mean, I do appreciate the well wishes and it's nice knowing the people who drop by to let me know I am in their mind, and furthermore the meaningful posts with really nice and heartwarming comments. haha, yes I secretly yearn to know who I am to people so its encouraging to read many of them.

hehe. Moving on, I'm quite sentimental actually. And I value my facebook wall quite a lot, not the wall itself, but the content on the wall, feels like it's representative part of me when people look at it. in fact, I actually do spring cleaning on it to remove repetitive or redundant contents. and when the floods of wishes come in, they wipe away everything - memory and identity; sweeping every picture, likable quotes and stuff down to the abyss.

Never liked it, but then it's a way of ushering the new year too yea? No point holding on to the past, staring at old memories when the present is here. Life continues, and it's time to move on as well. Rewrite everything. What's past is past, let go of it, to hold on what I have in the present. Why dwell on unchangeable history when there's so much to appreciate, cherish and enjoy now. That's what makes the present alive and living.

It's a new year, new season of life. Gonna be quite a lot of changes, very unsure of what's ahead, but I just write it one day at a time.

Let the floods come in~ Wipe away the past; Start a new year afresh~

(and thanks a lot to the 3 (T.J.J) for the conference call, it was really nice to hear your voices, meant a lot to me, suddenly felt like ya all were close beside me hahax =P)

Hope there'll be some nice reads tmr hehe. And gonna reply and write something nice for everyone tomorrow. Yea, goodbye 19. Good morning 20.

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