Someone came. Someone actually came...
Today was surely a platter of emotions of all waves.
Hope to glory in my weakness.
Happiness from which came a chance.
Gratitude for someone who came far out just for me.
Sadness in coping with my failures.
Anxiety from compliments indicating a possibility of good in me.
Guilt in my wrongdoings.
Fear from a presumed intention.
Anger to beat it all back.
Helplessness in not knowing what to do.
Righteousness in keeping to what's right.
Solitude in realizing the battle just got lonelier.
Faith in the hopes of a miraculous future.
It's going to be one tough time ahead. Maybe after so long, it's time I stopped being so strong and allow myself to be weak and helped for once.
It seems there are people there, how many, how real I do not know, but I shall take the risk and jump. If I fall on hard ground, just a pity then. I'll let the future unfold by itself.
Who knows?
Labels: heart, memories, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai