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Don't remember
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
If it forget, does it mean you mean little to me?Being trying recently, keeping in my things I ought to. Sometimes, I don't know why really. I dont know why I have issues remembering. I forget to tasks, words, things, and worse of all, people.I'm trying. I know I want to do a lot, but those things just never get round my mind. Sometimes I wonder, is it just a genuine problem, or that I dont value you enough. I know you all mean something to me, but yet again, the logic of not remembering questions the genuineness and extent of your value to me.Maybe no one mattered? Or that they do. Or maybe I'm used to being alone I find it hard to place another person in my bubble. Or that I dont want to give up the freedom of individuality. Sometimes I think of them only for a selfish reasons, maybe cos of a need.I dont know. It just seems I'm not cut out for building relationships or sorts. Labels: frenz, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Don't remember
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
If it forget, does it mean you mean little to me?Being trying recently, keeping in my things I ought to. Sometimes, I don't know why really. I dont know why I have issues remembering. I forget to tasks, words, things, and worse of all, people.I'm trying. I know I want to do a lot, but those things just never get round my mind. Sometimes I wonder, is it just a genuine problem, or that I dont value you enough. I know you all mean something to me, but yet again, the logic of not remembering questions the genuineness and extent of your value to me.Maybe no one mattered? Or that they do. Or maybe I'm used to being alone I find it hard to place another person in my bubble. Or that I dont want to give up the freedom of individuality. Sometimes I think of them only for a selfish reasons, maybe cos of a need.I dont know. It just seems I'm not cut out for building relationships or sorts. Labels: frenz, thoughts
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