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Dont come near
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
and I realize. I feel uncomfortable when people pursue me. And when I know they're serious and gonna invest in me I fear even more. Everything's cool till they start inching towards me, and then I get paranoid.
I feel like a bomb, something that'll hurt people the closer they are. And inside me, I run each time they try to come near. My inside cries out "Don't come near me."
I'd want to be normal like others, I wanna have friends. but no, I'm something that poses a danger, someone that will bring pain. And so I need to flee, so no one will get hurt. Sorry to the people I keep rejecting
I wish I can find someone safe from my harm, someone I can feel secured in. And that that he/she will take my hand and love me,
and let me know that I'm perfectly alright
Labels: Me, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Dont come near
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
and I realize. I feel uncomfortable when people pursue me. And when I know they're serious and gonna invest in me I fear even more. Everything's cool till they start inching towards me, and then I get paranoid.
I feel like a bomb, something that'll hurt people the closer they are. And inside me, I run each time they try to come near. My inside cries out "Don't come near me."
I'd want to be normal like others, I wanna have friends. but no, I'm something that poses a danger, someone that will bring pain. And so I need to flee, so no one will get hurt. Sorry to the people I keep rejecting
I wish I can find someone safe from my harm, someone I can feel secured in. And that that he/she will take my hand and love me,
and let me know that I'm perfectly alright
Labels: Me, thoughts
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