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Lay that love to rest.
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Never imagine myself to have to go through those word, and causing all that heart wrenching feeling to another. I don't know how to alleviate the pain, and I dont know what I can do to make things better.This the only place that allows me a voice, a chance to speak to you, and I hope you'll understand, that it isn't your fault or you wouldn't take it upon yourself.I assure you, that I did like you, and all those precious enjoyable memories that came with it. I treasure the moments together with you, seeing your smile, teasing you.It's comes the moment I foretold, where my heart withers away. All these scars and memories, calling out, returning me to the void of the abyss. I no longer know how to love anyone, and my resources are depleted.I dont want to lose you. You're the last of the 3 I currently have, more so, someone really special to me. I dread the day, I'll be completely alone, just a wandering soul.But I'm sorry, sorry to make you cry bitterly like that. I cant pretend to hold on to you when I'm little strength to sustain it. I dont want to give you a false hope either.I hope and pray you'll be fine. And that I'll still be able to enjoy the company of your friendship.Labels: heart, memories, qq
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Lay that love to rest.
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Never imagine myself to have to go through those word, and causing all that heart wrenching feeling to another. I don't know how to alleviate the pain, and I dont know what I can do to make things better.This the only place that allows me a voice, a chance to speak to you, and I hope you'll understand, that it isn't your fault or you wouldn't take it upon yourself.I assure you, that I did like you, and all those precious enjoyable memories that came with it. I treasure the moments together with you, seeing your smile, teasing you.It's comes the moment I foretold, where my heart withers away. All these scars and memories, calling out, returning me to the void of the abyss. I no longer know how to love anyone, and my resources are depleted.I dont want to lose you. You're the last of the 3 I currently have, more so, someone really special to me. I dread the day, I'll be completely alone, just a wandering soul.But I'm sorry, sorry to make you cry bitterly like that. I cant pretend to hold on to you when I'm little strength to sustain it. I dont want to give you a false hope either.I hope and pray you'll be fine. And that I'll still be able to enjoy the company of your friendship.Labels: heart, memories, qq
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