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A Loser's Life
Saturday, May 14, 2011
The pain is so unbearable yet it doesn't kill. Why did such agony ever exist? I wished you'll stop. You wished I'll stop. Perhaps you've taken my strength for granted. One day, it might fail me. I dont know how much longer I can carry this.Maybe it's my destiny, a life where everything I hold dear, comes at a slight, before disappearing forever. I don't know what to believe, and I don't know what to hold on to anymore. Maybe, I never had a right to anything. All these I thought were miracles, were merely samples of life, mocking me, giving me a whiff of its ecstatic feel, and then drop me when I'm at the peak of my hopes. Family. Friends. People. Love.What if none of them were real to begin with...?Labels: EMO, heart
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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A Loser's Life
Saturday, May 14, 2011
The pain is so unbearable yet it doesn't kill. Why did such agony ever exist? I wished you'll stop. You wished I'll stop. Perhaps you've taken my strength for granted. One day, it might fail me. I dont know how much longer I can carry this.Maybe it's my destiny, a life where everything I hold dear, comes at a slight, before disappearing forever. I don't know what to believe, and I don't know what to hold on to anymore. Maybe, I never had a right to anything. All these I thought were miracles, were merely samples of life, mocking me, giving me a whiff of its ecstatic feel, and then drop me when I'm at the peak of my hopes. Family. Friends. People. Love.What if none of them were real to begin with...?Labels: EMO, heart
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