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Cover the World With Love
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Today's the big day. After countless hours of practice and grilling, we're up on the stage and signing before many. Despite the nervousness and uncontrolled trembling, our hands move with sync, and our hearts beat as one. I believe, everything everyone has put up on that stage, together with all the efforts have make everything bit of this possible. Thanks all.Leading this event has helped me learnt a lot. The role of a leader is no easy feat. To have to put on a strong front, putting aside your own weaknesses and troubles and being a hope and guide to your team. A sacrifice that might leave you fighting alone, a pivot where all responsibilities falls on. Having to be one step ahead of your team yet be with them. Being not just a leader but a friend. Learning to accept all under you in a just and non-discriminatory manner. To be there for all no matter the difficulty and distance of all. To sacrifice your ownself, feelings, thoughts, comfort zone for the needs of the people. Truly, being leader is not as simple as it seems.Definitely, my journey was riddled with failures and there's still so much I can improve on. Allowing my emotions to take the better of me, not planning before time. Being judgmental, non accepting, being too weak to lead. Even so, this time was more difficult for me as I had to stand alone, without any direct support. But nonetheless, I'm grateful for the support raised from the members of the group. The efforts and input, the initiative to find solutions, and how they stepped in when I fell down. This whole event brings me great achievement and joy. Having the finest standard of song signing performance ever for any known history. Being crazily synchronized, even without a reflector for Nurul as she's a HI. Being able to pass on these fine and minute details of critical song signing aspects to them, and finally to be able to put on a good show.This will indeed be one of my most memorable events ever in Hi club =)Labels: hi club, memories, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Cover the World With Love
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Today's the big day. After countless hours of practice and grilling, we're up on the stage and signing before many. Despite the nervousness and uncontrolled trembling, our hands move with sync, and our hearts beat as one. I believe, everything everyone has put up on that stage, together with all the efforts have make everything bit of this possible. Thanks all.Leading this event has helped me learnt a lot. The role of a leader is no easy feat. To have to put on a strong front, putting aside your own weaknesses and troubles and being a hope and guide to your team. A sacrifice that might leave you fighting alone, a pivot where all responsibilities falls on. Having to be one step ahead of your team yet be with them. Being not just a leader but a friend. Learning to accept all under you in a just and non-discriminatory manner. To be there for all no matter the difficulty and distance of all. To sacrifice your ownself, feelings, thoughts, comfort zone for the needs of the people. Truly, being leader is not as simple as it seems.Definitely, my journey was riddled with failures and there's still so much I can improve on. Allowing my emotions to take the better of me, not planning before time. Being judgmental, non accepting, being too weak to lead. Even so, this time was more difficult for me as I had to stand alone, without any direct support. But nonetheless, I'm grateful for the support raised from the members of the group. The efforts and input, the initiative to find solutions, and how they stepped in when I fell down. This whole event brings me great achievement and joy. Having the finest standard of song signing performance ever for any known history. Being crazily synchronized, even without a reflector for Nurul as she's a HI. Being able to pass on these fine and minute details of critical song signing aspects to them, and finally to be able to put on a good show.This will indeed be one of my most memorable events ever in Hi club =)Labels: hi club, memories, thoughts
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