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A Step of Fantasy
Saturday, February 26, 2011
I walked home alone, tears in my eyes, but coupled with a smile. I'm immensely grateful, and gratified for even a chance to live out the scenes of my daydreams; the ones of my everyday secrets. The painful feelings, that touch of humanity in me, it hurts more that it's real now, but I'm more than content that I actually got to experience it, feel it, live it.Brings me back a decade, the elation, jumping and kicking from the excitement. I had friends for company, and everyone was contributing a part. I didn't need to be on the lookout for giving. Being able to relax, enjoy the moment as natural as I could. The interactions, the play, the exchanged smiles. The comfort I found in your presence. A happy kid, as easily amused as a game of tag at the neighbourhood playground.Morning came and I expected the end. Until I casually asked if I could have you both over. You agreed. I was deliriously happy inside, as though it was my first time having friends over. Together on the couch, and I couldn't imagine how blessed I was, having two whom I could hold as friends, sitting snugly together. The tussles we had, resisting and stubbornly not giving despite being overpowered completely. Falling asleep together from fatigue. The htht we had, taking turns to cry.And when time drew to a close, I couldn't bear to let go. All I wished if I could, was to return back to where we started, living the dream endlessly, even if it was only for a day. Everything felt so unreal, having both of you, together in embrace. When it was time to part, my heart bitterly fought against falling out of reality. My heart broke, as I watched the two of you slowly departed, like the ascension of angels.I walked home alone, tears in my eyes, but coupled with a smile. It was time to wake up. But I know in my heart, when I close my eyes and start to dream, there, I will find you waiting, and so shall we meet again. Thank you Zhi Xiong, Thank you Hui Qi
Labels: heart, memories, qq, zx
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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A Step of Fantasy
Saturday, February 26, 2011
I walked home alone, tears in my eyes, but coupled with a smile. I'm immensely grateful, and gratified for even a chance to live out the scenes of my daydreams; the ones of my everyday secrets. The painful feelings, that touch of humanity in me, it hurts more that it's real now, but I'm more than content that I actually got to experience it, feel it, live it.Brings me back a decade, the elation, jumping and kicking from the excitement. I had friends for company, and everyone was contributing a part. I didn't need to be on the lookout for giving. Being able to relax, enjoy the moment as natural as I could. The interactions, the play, the exchanged smiles. The comfort I found in your presence. A happy kid, as easily amused as a game of tag at the neighbourhood playground.Morning came and I expected the end. Until I casually asked if I could have you both over. You agreed. I was deliriously happy inside, as though it was my first time having friends over. Together on the couch, and I couldn't imagine how blessed I was, having two whom I could hold as friends, sitting snugly together. The tussles we had, resisting and stubbornly not giving despite being overpowered completely. Falling asleep together from fatigue. The htht we had, taking turns to cry.And when time drew to a close, I couldn't bear to let go. All I wished if I could, was to return back to where we started, living the dream endlessly, even if it was only for a day. Everything felt so unreal, having both of you, together in embrace. When it was time to part, my heart bitterly fought against falling out of reality. My heart broke, as I watched the two of you slowly departed, like the ascension of angels.I walked home alone, tears in my eyes, but coupled with a smile. It was time to wake up. But I know in my heart, when I close my eyes and start to dream, there, I will find you waiting, and so shall we meet again. Thank you Zhi Xiong, Thank you Hui Qi
Labels: heart, memories, qq, zx
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