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Only just a dream
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Studied overnight at airport with hq and zx hahax, enjoyed the time. Spent almost 3/4 of a full day straight in the cushy seats of macs o.O read 4 chaps though. =)Came back and got knocked out, woke later at 9pm to the sounds of the gates which I thought was my mom going out to work in the morning. Super disorientated and like my thursday just disappeared.Anyway, some thoughts on my mind for quite some time...I think I'm too prideful for myself. Judgmental as well. Hais, I pride myself greatly too much in my own knowledge that I become way too subjective, in my words, actions, and attitude. I wanna wish but wishing is useless, need to keep myself in check.Though sometimes I think it the repercussions of such crappy attitude and way of handling things that causes my standing towards people, I'm just not worth it I guess. But owells, used to it, it's only just a dream. Til then, I'll keep on this fantasy.Labels: frenz, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Only just a dream
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Studied overnight at airport with hq and zx hahax, enjoyed the time. Spent almost 3/4 of a full day straight in the cushy seats of macs o.O read 4 chaps though. =)Came back and got knocked out, woke later at 9pm to the sounds of the gates which I thought was my mom going out to work in the morning. Super disorientated and like my thursday just disappeared.Anyway, some thoughts on my mind for quite some time...I think I'm too prideful for myself. Judgmental as well. Hais, I pride myself greatly too much in my own knowledge that I become way too subjective, in my words, actions, and attitude. I wanna wish but wishing is useless, need to keep myself in check.Though sometimes I think it the repercussions of such crappy attitude and way of handling things that causes my standing towards people, I'm just not worth it I guess. But owells, used to it, it's only just a dream. Til then, I'll keep on this fantasy.Labels: frenz, thoughts
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