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Happy Birthday Hq
Thursday, January 6, 2011
It's your birthday today =) I should be happy for you. I'm trying to.probably doesnt mean much, but I hope each birthday adds meaning to your life.I think I'm probably an ass. Being some selfish emo dude. I tried saying a few words, but I couldn't bring myself to. Maybe I'm not much of a liar. I couldn't handle that few fake smiles before I felt unreal. All these to miss out on doing something special for you.Silence.Doesnt mean anything to you anyway. Owells.It's been an interesting journey with you. From just another quiet classmate, to someone with a past, and right now, someone who is part of my present. I'll remember you for life definitely. It's been a adventurous friendship anyway. I'm unsure what brought my heart to you. Cycle after cycle, a love the pushes me to selflessness towards you. You're different than anyone else I ever had in my life. Just felt compelled to keep giving.Through the seasons, I feared you. You're someone close to opening my heart, I didnt want to them down, I didnt dare risked it. In the end, my walls broke down, and my heart was open to love you. I chose to.Our bond has been a roller coaster ever since. We've progressed along the months, with our share of up and downs. Things were good, and reached the point of genuineness. And the there were breakdowns, I guessed I needed to learn as well. I think I was too selfish, all these while.Things arent going the best they can now, but i just wan to say, I treasure this friendship a lot. and I hope that something good and come out of it, for the both of us. Whatever, difficulties that we face, I hope that I wont be bogged down by it in giving you my best. It's your birthday anyway. Maybe you might not do it, so here's my wishes for you. I have a whole list of wishes, I wonder if they all count haha.I hope you'll be happy, wherever you go. I hope you enjoy yourself, whatever you do. I hope you'll find that love for yourself. I hope you'll find someone that loves you, and completes the missing pieces in you. I hope you'll find someone who wouldn't hurt you. I hope you'll find someone who brings that smile to your face every day. I hope you'll find someone who will be your closest friend, companion, and partner. I hope you'll have a confidant and secured place where you can be yourself in comfort. I hope you'll have a happy family who loves you. I hope you'll look forward to each day with excitement.They say hoping is useless, but at least I know for myself, that all I have once thought was impossible, have become realities for me, and I'm sure they will be for you too, one day. ^^
Happy to hear that you had a good birthday this year, even though I didn't get to celebrate it with you. But yea, hope there will be more experiences like that for you in the time to come =DHappy Birthday ^^
Labels: memories, qq, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Happy Birthday Hq
Thursday, January 6, 2011
It's your birthday today =) I should be happy for you. I'm trying to.probably doesnt mean much, but I hope each birthday adds meaning to your life.I think I'm probably an ass. Being some selfish emo dude. I tried saying a few words, but I couldn't bring myself to. Maybe I'm not much of a liar. I couldn't handle that few fake smiles before I felt unreal. All these to miss out on doing something special for you.Silence.Doesnt mean anything to you anyway. Owells.It's been an interesting journey with you. From just another quiet classmate, to someone with a past, and right now, someone who is part of my present. I'll remember you for life definitely. It's been a adventurous friendship anyway. I'm unsure what brought my heart to you. Cycle after cycle, a love the pushes me to selflessness towards you. You're different than anyone else I ever had in my life. Just felt compelled to keep giving.Through the seasons, I feared you. You're someone close to opening my heart, I didnt want to them down, I didnt dare risked it. In the end, my walls broke down, and my heart was open to love you. I chose to.Our bond has been a roller coaster ever since. We've progressed along the months, with our share of up and downs. Things were good, and reached the point of genuineness. And the there were breakdowns, I guessed I needed to learn as well. I think I was too selfish, all these while.Things arent going the best they can now, but i just wan to say, I treasure this friendship a lot. and I hope that something good and come out of it, for the both of us. Whatever, difficulties that we face, I hope that I wont be bogged down by it in giving you my best. It's your birthday anyway. Maybe you might not do it, so here's my wishes for you. I have a whole list of wishes, I wonder if they all count haha.I hope you'll be happy, wherever you go. I hope you enjoy yourself, whatever you do. I hope you'll find that love for yourself. I hope you'll find someone that loves you, and completes the missing pieces in you. I hope you'll find someone who wouldn't hurt you. I hope you'll find someone who brings that smile to your face every day. I hope you'll find someone who will be your closest friend, companion, and partner. I hope you'll have a confidant and secured place where you can be yourself in comfort. I hope you'll have a happy family who loves you. I hope you'll look forward to each day with excitement.They say hoping is useless, but at least I know for myself, that all I have once thought was impossible, have become realities for me, and I'm sure they will be for you too, one day. ^^
Happy to hear that you had a good birthday this year, even though I didn't get to celebrate it with you. But yea, hope there will be more experiences like that for you in the time to come =DHappy Birthday ^^
Labels: memories, qq, thoughts
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