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Disconnected
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Heh, being at work on my new resolution yea. LOLOLOLKinda figured I lacked a whole component which was necessary in terms of love, which was relating.Ain't quite the best person to talk to, if you havent talk to me before. Even in the midst of certian conversations, there's that weird depersonalization from myself. I wonder if people feel it, because I do.Been reading this book on how to connect with people and sheesh, it's beyond hard, me being a noob. I realized I'm quite in my own world and unsure of how to talk to others, properly.In trying to connect, haha copied a reply from the book and haha, feels weird but yea. Interesting. Sometimes end up thinking really hard and still not knowing how to answer "rightly”. Still learning much. This certainly takes me out of my comfort zone but well, for the good that I need to.Kinda sadded that the more I read, the more I find how disconnected I am, with all its effect. Without much input since young. Say in a certain way, I’ve lost out on a lot of my past years but I guess it’s never too late. It’s also kinda weird to be starting from scratch, as if learning how to talk to people. But heh. Ahaha. Hope it helps me better relate to others.It's amusing also, seeing me trying out and learning everyday. It's become a more conscious effort to apply it and yea. Heh, wonder if it makes a difference. Hope that it's not too alte either.Well, I'm working a lot of my resolution. Are you?Labels: Me, memories, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Leave a message on my tagboard or drop me some questions if any.
Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Disconnected
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Heh, being at work on my new resolution yea. LOLOLOLKinda figured I lacked a whole component which was necessary in terms of love, which was relating.Ain't quite the best person to talk to, if you havent talk to me before. Even in the midst of certian conversations, there's that weird depersonalization from myself. I wonder if people feel it, because I do.Been reading this book on how to connect with people and sheesh, it's beyond hard, me being a noob. I realized I'm quite in my own world and unsure of how to talk to others, properly.In trying to connect, haha copied a reply from the book and haha, feels weird but yea. Interesting. Sometimes end up thinking really hard and still not knowing how to answer "rightly”. Still learning much. This certainly takes me out of my comfort zone but well, for the good that I need to.Kinda sadded that the more I read, the more I find how disconnected I am, with all its effect. Without much input since young. Say in a certain way, I’ve lost out on a lot of my past years but I guess it’s never too late. It’s also kinda weird to be starting from scratch, as if learning how to talk to people. But heh. Ahaha. Hope it helps me better relate to others.It's amusing also, seeing me trying out and learning everyday. It's become a more conscious effort to apply it and yea. Heh, wonder if it makes a difference. Hope that it's not too alte either.Well, I'm working a lot of my resolution. Are you?Labels: Me, memories, thoughts
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