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On His Shoulders
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Ha, Pa. Quite like any time I guess, I'm back on my feet.I've come to realize, all these things I'm going through, all the pain, all the strain of having to give my own heart's desires and wants just for Your purpose.It's agonizing every time, I see how weak I am, full of problems, empty patches, and places needing repair. Like how much my whole being sucks for the way I am, yet through You, I'm as powerful as any other hero, under the submission of God.I guess, after having to go through one of the sudden deepest lows, and to step out of it as though the pains were gone without repression or cheating myself, it just shows Your evidence in my life, my calling.For this very run, that my feeble often get so tired, you pick me up on Your shoulders and carry me through. For each time I feel exhausted, drained, helpless, worthless, and as if everything wasn't worth continuing, your still small voice whispers to my heart.I know that You will suffice all that I need, and in my faith, I wait patiently and faithfully on the good my work will bear. All those that I lack, in due time, in Your time, You will provide.You know Pa, I'm so grateful for Your presence in my life. Pushing me through everything that has happened throughout just this year, my words, will never measure up with the good You have done, and my praises, if never ending, still fails to sing of Your glory.Pa, for every thing that You have instilled into me, would you give me greater grace, mercy, and strength, in being the one You have design me to be, to be a vessel of Your love for others, that unconditional, agape love. Make me stronger with each day, as I live a life that is wholly dedicated to being an impact for You. That lives will be touched by love, only because You first loved me, and everyone else. Pa, as hard as it might be, as tough as it renders me to have to surrender my flesh, Father Lord, I have found no greater joy, and meaning to my life, aside from wholly pursuing Your purpose in me, and being a tool to impact others. I thank You for the great privilege of walking this path, albeit arduous. Pa, this Christmas, I only ask that You mold me to become like Christ, to love others as powerfully as You.I love You, Pa. ^^Labels: God, heart, memories, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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On His Shoulders
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Ha, Pa. Quite like any time I guess, I'm back on my feet.I've come to realize, all these things I'm going through, all the pain, all the strain of having to give my own heart's desires and wants just for Your purpose.It's agonizing every time, I see how weak I am, full of problems, empty patches, and places needing repair. Like how much my whole being sucks for the way I am, yet through You, I'm as powerful as any other hero, under the submission of God.I guess, after having to go through one of the sudden deepest lows, and to step out of it as though the pains were gone without repression or cheating myself, it just shows Your evidence in my life, my calling.For this very run, that my feeble often get so tired, you pick me up on Your shoulders and carry me through. For each time I feel exhausted, drained, helpless, worthless, and as if everything wasn't worth continuing, your still small voice whispers to my heart.I know that You will suffice all that I need, and in my faith, I wait patiently and faithfully on the good my work will bear. All those that I lack, in due time, in Your time, You will provide.You know Pa, I'm so grateful for Your presence in my life. Pushing me through everything that has happened throughout just this year, my words, will never measure up with the good You have done, and my praises, if never ending, still fails to sing of Your glory.Pa, for every thing that You have instilled into me, would you give me greater grace, mercy, and strength, in being the one You have design me to be, to be a vessel of Your love for others, that unconditional, agape love. Make me stronger with each day, as I live a life that is wholly dedicated to being an impact for You. That lives will be touched by love, only because You first loved me, and everyone else. Pa, as hard as it might be, as tough as it renders me to have to surrender my flesh, Father Lord, I have found no greater joy, and meaning to my life, aside from wholly pursuing Your purpose in me, and being a tool to impact others. I thank You for the great privilege of walking this path, albeit arduous. Pa, this Christmas, I only ask that You mold me to become like Christ, to love others as powerfully as You.I love You, Pa. ^^Labels: God, heart, memories, thoughts
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