Sometimes I wonder, all this about me feeling I'm too difficult to love, out of a fear to hurt others. What if this 'noble' act taken to one extreme was just nothing but a selfish act of wanting people to love me unconditionally, and that I am unwilling to accept the fact that I'm bound to inevitable hurt someone whether intentional or not. And what if this was so all because I wanted to be loved unconditionally in a selfish way.
Maybe I should stop expecting the love from others, and just love with what I have. After all, Loving others should be from a selfless heart and should be regardless of who I am, whether or not I'm lovable or difficult, that I should love others as how things ought to be, regardless of the returns, if any. Selfishness under the hide of nobility. Needa change.
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Oh and woah, nice song, (slow I know =.= but I'm not a music fella so yea) Been seeing it around on facebook at stuff. And darn its amazingly awesome with really meaningful lyrics.
Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars
I wish girls would love themselves as they are instead of trying to fit into some idealistic image set the the world's crappy standards of "pretty". Forget every other negative comments made about your image because they aren't true. Don't try be someone else, cause you're amazing just the way you are.
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Sometimes I wonder, all this about me feeling I'm too difficult to love, out of a fear to hurt others. What if this 'noble' act taken to one extreme was just nothing but a selfish act of wanting people to love me unconditionally, and that I am unwilling to accept the fact that I'm bound to inevitable hurt someone whether intentional or not. And what if this was so all because I wanted to be loved unconditionally in a selfish way.
Maybe I should stop expecting the love from others, and just love with what I have. After all, Loving others should be from a selfless heart and should be regardless of who I am, whether or not I'm lovable or difficult, that I should love others as how things ought to be, regardless of the returns, if any. Selfishness under the hide of nobility. Needa change.
~~~~~~~~
Oh and woah, nice song, (slow I know =.= but I'm not a music fella so yea) Been seeing it around on facebook at stuff. And darn its amazingly awesome with really meaningful lyrics.
Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars
I wish girls would love themselves as they are instead of trying to fit into some idealistic image set the the world's crappy standards of "pretty". Forget every other negative comments made about your image because they aren't true. Don't try be someone else, cause you're amazing just the way you are.
Darren Nico Pillai