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It's Always About Me
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Wowz, never knew reading from textbooks it self could be so inspiring but hahax. I like Rogers =)Anywayz. hmm, the thing about friendships is bugging me again. I take a look back into the past where my relationships first blossomed and how things have been along the way. I find that I don't quite have much good ones? Most of them quieten along the way.I learning to accept this introverted piece of me as who I am, though I quite wished that I was that kind of more of a sociable person. Being all talkative and entertaining as someone anyone can talk anything to. But eesh, I'm not someone for small talk and I don't quite remember details from small talk either.I mostly end up mixing with the kinds I'm interested in, people I respect, and well, people who possess a similar potency for thought. So maybe it isn't my wrong that things die along the way, but my style of identity. but well. I fear, sometimes the hurts need not be present if I never did something to begin with.Maybe I could stop being nice in some sense. Overly nice as I try to. Or maybe depersonalized myself from the things I do, that way I can keep my feelings out of it. But owells. I'll keep on working to be someone better?
Oh and haha, sianz I think I'm still quite a self centered person. My speech often still revolves round the subject of me, and I often oblivious to other people's feelings at a present time. It's always when I look back and think urgh, how I could have done things differently. Lesser me especially =/ I don't like a lot of my traits. I wanna be someone better. Rogers' incongruency?
I'd wish I'd be more selfless =/Labels: Me, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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It's Always About Me
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Wowz, never knew reading from textbooks it self could be so inspiring but hahax. I like Rogers =)Anywayz. hmm, the thing about friendships is bugging me again. I take a look back into the past where my relationships first blossomed and how things have been along the way. I find that I don't quite have much good ones? Most of them quieten along the way.I learning to accept this introverted piece of me as who I am, though I quite wished that I was that kind of more of a sociable person. Being all talkative and entertaining as someone anyone can talk anything to. But eesh, I'm not someone for small talk and I don't quite remember details from small talk either.I mostly end up mixing with the kinds I'm interested in, people I respect, and well, people who possess a similar potency for thought. So maybe it isn't my wrong that things die along the way, but my style of identity. but well. I fear, sometimes the hurts need not be present if I never did something to begin with.Maybe I could stop being nice in some sense. Overly nice as I try to. Or maybe depersonalized myself from the things I do, that way I can keep my feelings out of it. But owells. I'll keep on working to be someone better?
Oh and haha, sianz I think I'm still quite a self centered person. My speech often still revolves round the subject of me, and I often oblivious to other people's feelings at a present time. It's always when I look back and think urgh, how I could have done things differently. Lesser me especially =/ I don't like a lot of my traits. I wanna be someone better. Rogers' incongruency?
I'd wish I'd be more selfless =/Labels: Me, thoughts
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