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Blessed Are Those Who Mourn
Tuesday, August 17, 2010

For they shall be comforted. Matthew 5:4

Kinda amazingly actually. Yesterday after finishing up a quick blog post, I cried my heavy heart out. In total exasperation and despair, I sought my deprivation in Him. Less than a minute later, I completely forgot why the reason I was pouring all these tears for. Being an emo kid I am, I tried recollecting and re-enacting the feelings that created this saddened tone in me, and well, got to cry for an extra few seconds before it being empty tears again.

The feelings had somehow completely eluded me, despite my efforts to evoke them again. I gave up after that, recalling my past experiences with tears.It’s funny how whenever I do cry, the whole scenario never lasts for more than 3 minutes at max, before having every negative feeling disappear as though it was magically erased. It’s puzzling really.

He’s amazing as He is. Maybe I think comforting as having to console someone, helping to them to be less sad in a sense, but heh, God does it for me by removing all those hurting and painful feelings of genuine sadness. It’s not running away, the problem still exists for me to overcome but at least, without those bad feelings.

Besides, it's nice to know He collects our tears, precious is each drop. Psalms 56:8 ^^

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