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To take the stage and speak
Thursday, January 7, 2010

Ahhh omg I've been asked to share some testimony for church camp on the thanksgiving service of like 500+ youths and their parents. OMG haha, to keep it short, I'm arent one who bears to reject ppl eaisly and my heart say go yes, but to stand there in front of so many ppl. I think I'll crumble under the intense pressure, or be like really traumatised after it. but yups, after great consideration I think I'ma go .__.

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and awesome. I just screwed myself again. Him, you, me. wootz. I'm quite much a failure to this whole thing. And he's rebuking me in everything I say and do. Not to mention the present overshadowing. anyways. I'm sorry. I'm dam sorry to all those out there I just never fail to screw things up.

"Scars"

Go figure. I'm all set to close up and leave already. Im not the type to take this kind of pain. Goodbye world.

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