I decided its time to move on.
The world was selfish, I too, have been self-centered
True, emoing doesnt help, but ironically, lying does.
I aint gonna care what happened, what I've become, and what you're gonna do.
I'm gonna go back to what a friend calls, "regression"
But I'm gonna get a little progression.
Take it as a fair game.
I regress for you.
I progress for me.
I'm gonna try be where I used to, for you people.
I'm gonna try be something else too, for me.
It aint about trying to be something,
but what you, and I want me to be
Gonna try something that ought to fix this all,
it's gonna hurt, but with lesser parties are involved.
Cruel, but necessary.
So I'm sorry for my offensive attitude,
And I'm sorry for the hurts. Esp
youI hope all will be able to accept me,
(and if you dun, I aint giving a damn =,=)
On the contrary, do drop a note of any of my
misdemeanors
Do alert me too, or not I wont catch it.
Oh, and many thanks to a certain few people that stood by me during this time,
cudnt have done it without ya support,
especially you for always being by my side
and you for those words of encouragement
Oh and you, "new friend", for understanding me
^^
Yea, so this ends 33 days of emoing .__.
(break record sei)
not gonna delete those previous posts,
cos they serve for good memories and learning points
after all this...
owells if things dun go well.
but in the end,
I still do love you. =)
Cheers~
see ya at the other end of the rainbow =)
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Darren Nico Pillai