I've come to face it, I'm ashamed of confessing my faith to God in front of others. I tell myself, the reason why I divide my thoughts between humanistic and theological is so that when I talk to people who don't believe in God, I won't be imposing my injecting the "god" stuff.
But today, in front of God, I'm ashamed at myself for being ashamed of being known with Him. It's like how Peter denied Christ 3 times, I told God, that "I am afraid of judgment from others, being ostracized as a 'holy guy'."
And amazingly I got a reply.
"I want you to be that 'holy guy'. You will be mocked and you will laughed at. But one thing for sure, you will be known, and that's when you become the light."
And that I choose to be.
32 Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven.
33 But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven.
Matthew 10
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Darren Nico Pillai