Pushed my fears aside and did it. Gave him the note and band. Asked her for a picture together. And finally brought the MV team back again.

Man, haha it wasn't easy at all. All the voices and thoughts telling you not to, yet within you heart you know need to, you want to. "It's not worth the risk.", "You can do it another time", "It wont matter to them". All that awkwardness of bringing yourself to meet your fears.

And when you take the plunge, the voice still don't stop. "What if it fails?", "What if he or she walks away?", "What if you're left behind with nothing", "What if trying this hard only lead to more hurts?"

Ha, man this are dam scary thoughts I know, we all have our own fears, but if we let all these fears get to us, we'll never get to doing what we had to, needed to, and wanted to. And worse, holding yourself back from many things often pave the way for regrets to dig it's roots in, sometimes haunting us all the way through our lives.

Meh. I guess, give it a chance, just go ahead with what your heart tells you to. Fight for what's important and what you love. Because trying and yet still losing is way less excruciating than losing, knowing you've never tried at all.

And to them all, I've done what I can. I'm letting go from here. Whatever the future holds, together or not, I'll keep you in my heart always.

Labels: thoughts

Pushed my fears aside and did it. Gave him the note and band. Asked her for a picture together. And finally brought the MV team back again.

Man, haha it wasn't easy at all. All the voices and thoughts telling you not to, yet within you heart you know need to, you want to. "It's not worth the risk.", "You can do it another time", "It wont matter to them". All that awkwardness of bringing yourself to meet your fears.

And when you take the plunge, the voice still don't stop. "What if it fails?", "What if he or she walks away?", "What if you're left behind with nothing", "What if trying this hard only lead to more hurts?"

Ha, man this are dam scary thoughts I know, we all have our own fears, but if we let all these fears get to us, we'll never get to doing what we had to, needed to, and wanted to. And worse, holding yourself back from many things often pave the way for regrets to dig it's roots in, sometimes haunting us all the way through our lives.

Meh. I guess, give it a chance, just go ahead with what your heart tells you to. Fight for what's important and what you love. Because trying and yet still losing is way less excruciating than losing, knowing you've never tried at all.

And to them all, I've done what I can. I'm letting go from here. Whatever the future holds, together or not, I'll keep you in my heart always.

Labels: thoughts