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Left or Right?
Friday, January 6, 2012

I think, let it be. From my position, this isn't the first time I'm left in an either-or decision. Either choice, I'm gonna be feeling like I owe the losing end. But then again, that's life. Sometimes you can only pick one out of so many choices. Besides, I ask myself one thing. Do I trust God? Or why else am I trying to control and make things perfect and ideal. If I do what's right and accountable to Him, He'll take care of whatever's needed. I think there's where faith lies, that God can make miracles out of impossible situations. Like letting go of a glass cup in mid air and trusting God to hold it. Faith. One thing I realize from all these burdens I'm carrying, is that I'm not the saviour of the world. I cant rescue everyone, or in fact anyone. It's by God's work and grace it happens. Me trying to be the hero and acting according to my own idea of what's best for everyone isn't gonna do much. My perceptions are flawed. And, I'm not responsible for everyone and everything they do. I'm primarily and ultimately responsible for my own attitudes and actions, and as one abides in love, the path will unfold into God's perfect plan.

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