The last thing I'd feel is you.
I'm falling sick with the my body constantly battered with fatigue. Burnout from stress, late night sleeps, overused energy reserves, skipped meals, empty brain juices, weathering cold rain, argh, it's just about time before my body collapses.
To be honest, loneliness been eating into me. Maybe its backlash from the previous saga but I feel like I lost the ability to connect to anyone. The stupid feeling's back gnawing at me everyday, every night. Sometimes, I want to ask for help, yet I dont really know how to. Never was the kind to ask people to care for me. Lol, yes, old issues.
Every night, I have this deep yearning someone's presence. Someone I can fall back on peacefully and safely, being able to let go of all the burdens I've been carrying. It's really been such a long time since I really rested.
I don't want to miss Christmas being like that =(
Labels: life