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Life is a maze and love is a riddle
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Life's been so dramatic recently. Ups and downs flooded with a flurry of emotions. A cyclic rotation of events. Cant seem to settle downIs it this way for everyone else too? I wish there'll be a moment of peace, without hidden secrets, lies, neglect, pain, stress and foolish debauchery.The drama adds life and meaning. Without all these, I can expect things to be really mundane. But yet, I long for a moment I can settle down with friends and loved ones. I don't want to keep fighting so hard for everything. I hate being weak as I am now, lost and spiraling into a mess of problems. At this point, I cant even hold a steady relationship with anyone. Every relation around me is crumbling. Most importantly, I've lost it. Lost the intimacy with You. Hence the loss as life. I miss the way things were, courageous and strong. The fierce passion burning inside, shadowed by a longing for Your presence.I think it's the path I took. I left. Now's its the consequences, the guilt that holds me back. I don't know how to face You anymore. I miss You =l I'm sorry.Labels: God, thoughts
Darren Nico Pillai
Not-so-average teen, deep thinker, perfectionist with quirky randomness. Trained in the art of sarcasm and nonsensical logic.
Overcoming the circumstances of the present, and the issues of my past,
striving in self-betterment with a moral balance with the hope of the fulfillment of the destiny to be a light for Christ in His likeness,
spreading the love of God as how He first loved us
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Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am, for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
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- Hosanna -
Philosophy:
I like to think about life, especially pursuing on the concept of love. Not that lovey dovey romantic kind, but the affections we have for one another
that ties us together,strangers, friends, besties, family, that's the love I wanna know about. Love is the essence of life that ties us together,
love is what we were made for and to be, love is embracing the gift of the relationship with GOD.
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Collection of inspirations and reminders: Nico_thoughts@Twitter
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Life is a maze and love is a riddle
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Life's been so dramatic recently. Ups and downs flooded with a flurry of emotions. A cyclic rotation of events. Cant seem to settle downIs it this way for everyone else too? I wish there'll be a moment of peace, without hidden secrets, lies, neglect, pain, stress and foolish debauchery.The drama adds life and meaning. Without all these, I can expect things to be really mundane. But yet, I long for a moment I can settle down with friends and loved ones. I don't want to keep fighting so hard for everything. I hate being weak as I am now, lost and spiraling into a mess of problems. At this point, I cant even hold a steady relationship with anyone. Every relation around me is crumbling. Most importantly, I've lost it. Lost the intimacy with You. Hence the loss as life. I miss the way things were, courageous and strong. The fierce passion burning inside, shadowed by a longing for Your presence.I think it's the path I took. I left. Now's its the consequences, the guilt that holds me back. I don't know how to face You anymore. I miss You =l I'm sorry.Labels: God, thoughts
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